Sunday, October 11, 2009

cya 5weeks later
title says it all.
good luck for o levels.
cya.
fιяєѕтαя | 10:35 PM | commentlink



further and further.

yo sup.
just back from my uncle's house at simei
had a family gathering of some sort.
cos my grandpa from china came back last thurs 1/10
then today is like a family gathering to get back together.
my grandma isnt feeling well, sick for a few days le.
everyone's worried.
dinner was nice as usual. my uncle is a pretty good cook :D
after dinner was the usual chat session, among the adults only.
sadly our generation now. my cousins didnt really talk much...
3 of them didnt come. 1 of them just played on his nintendo ds the whole time.
and 1 more, the oldest, was about doing his own stuffs till the last half hour.
at least got talk abit then.
im thinking....
'thiry years later, will things be the same with us, the next generation?
or will we not recognise each other even though we are side by side?
even though i really hope for the best,
the future seems to be bleak'
haizzz. really sucks.

psle is ending tmr. envy my cousin grace like mad.
how i wish o level starts tmr. >.>
was feeling quite down just now.
until i read the bible.
flipped randomly and happen to go to psalms 33:12-22
dunno why but makes me feel very secure and safe....
idk how to explain.

these few days keep thinking about soccer.
i think friday's workout sorta reignited, if thats the right word to use, my passion for soccer.
now cant wait to get out onto the field to play.
for that, i must get through the next 5weeks.
my motivation, finally.
off to do work.... cya!
i will be there..
God, I trust and have faith in you.
fιяєѕтαя | 9:35 PM | commentlink



15days to go!

yo suppp
spent the whole of ytd, which was like just almost 2hours ago study
went out at ard 8 to meet grace. had breakfast then studied
tuition at 12
left at around 1.40
met up with kellyanne at macs at tamp mart and had lunch
studied for like 3hours+ i think?
then dinner at nearby hawker.
homed after buying some durian, which i will eat tmr :D

dunno why but i feel super hungry now-.-
i think cos i ate very little. cant help it
eat too much later gain more weight D;
lol. my ribs/chest also hurting.
shoulders also
hahahha, should get used to it.
anyway, feels quite good.
at least it means that i did work out a little.

hmmmmmmm, chiong study again tmr.
can't wait for post o levels activities...
i so wanna play soccer ^_^
played only ytd, and im alr missing it. @_@
i am in such great mood. but then theres a little bit of weird feeling. dunno how to say.
okkkk nvm, off to sleep.
gotta wake up in 7hours to start work.
have to keep moving.
gooood night!
fιяєѕтαя | 1:28 AM | commentlink


Friday, October 9, 2009

if only...
how i wish to have the ability to read people's mind.
then i wouldn't have to spend so much time wasting brain cells thinking about everything.
knowing that in the end,
all of that is just another dream.

how i wish things can just be plain simple,
like how it seemed to be at the surface.
but this can never happen,
because deep down, it is a totally different story.

how i wish i can be full of wisdom,
so that i can know about every other thing that i dont know.
but it is impossible,
because i am just another human.
fιяєѕтαя | 10:53 PM | commentlink



VJC OPEN HOUSE!

yo sup
just bathed not long ago.
hahahah
today was a rather long day
went to school a little late. cos 1st lesson was a.math and no point to rly be there lol
reached at like 8.45 just nice for history
school ended at like 1.15 then slacked in class
did some a.math but it was pretty much fail
super tricky questions zzz
after that went to vjc with jiahao at like 3+
reached there at 3.50
met up with the soccer team
watched the performances awhile then went out onto the field
played for super long 2hours +
passing, shooting, goalkeeping, minimatch.
super tired after that lol
slacked in canteen for awhile then went home.

long time didnt play soccer alr
so it was enjoyable, even though tiring.
but i spent all my time playing, i didnt walk around the school.
super regret zzzzzzzzz.
shoulda walked around first with my parents.
oh wellll its over.
should head to bed
studying early tmr. :D
gd nighttt!

why do i get the feeling that it, the reality, is not what i think it is?
fιяєѕтαя | 10:18 PM | commentlink


Saturday, October 3, 2009

i am in need of money :(
yo sup
went to ljs this morning to meet grace to study
studied for awhile then went to a.math tuition
after that did some work at home
went to organ lesson. not bad i think
at least i can play the song, breaking free, but kinda messy D;
went to ask about the man utd magazine but still no stock. >.>
spent the night burning candles outside my house with my bro and cousins cos today mooncake festival
gloria was kinda afraid of the fire but after awhile got quite comfortable with it. :D
had quite a bit of fun.

i think im gonna walk home everyday from the interchange if i go to school
i need to save money!
should eat less also.
need to save up quite a bit
cos end year going to hong kong and guang zhou
lucky both places got accomodation provided, aunt's house!
so can save up abit.
but air ticket still quite ex.
hoping to save up to 200 or something by end of year.
now only got like 50 after 3 weeks like that.
lol.

anyway,
VJC OPEN HOUSE THIS FRIDAY 9TH OCT
everybody plz go and just see see. :D
lol.
i wanna go there see if can play soccer abit
itching to play like mad.
been a long time since i last played D;

oh well. off to go read the bible and sleep. kinda late alr
good night all~
fιяєѕтαя | 11:44 PM | commentlink


Friday, October 2, 2009

last day of lessons as a class?
yo sup..
back again.
last day of lessons today as a class prolly
cos since half or more of the class is on study break next week.
so prolly wont see the whole class together.
i guess thats it. 4 years. lol.
seemed pretty fast in the end.
seemed like orientation was just a months ago. and i hated that camp-.-
for no particular reasons...
last pe as a class was ytd.
spent it playing basketball with the girls
good workout as usual. but i think i ran less :(

aff. been thinking.
maybe i'll think of what happened in school today years later.
like playing bomberman during english in comp lab
or being called again and again during chemistry by ms chan.
lol.. quite sad ar....
but life has to go on.
and off i go.
fιяєѕтαя | 11:02 PM | commentlink



enough of slacking, time to focus

yo sup
blogger is screwed? dunno why cant post photo lol
wanted to post photo on my ultra big ulcer. >.>

less than a month to o levels alr
but i suddenly seem to deprove like mad in everything
super careless in a.math and e.math..
some questions which are kinda simple also cannot do. zzz
chem quite ok i think, only need more practices.
physics.... deproved, i think might not get even a2 for o levels if i dont work hard
bio, lol no hope? unless i study it la... but 25days more only.... still thinking if i should give up =/
english. hope got good compo titles. the rest prolly just see if i can do or not lor... idk what to expect also.
hist and ss is like cannot predict. mid years A1. prelims C6. epic drop? no idea. just keep studying i guess..

ZZZZZZZZ.
my bro keep playing games. daaaaam.
and i cant study. i also play-.-
affff. off to do some stuffs. cya
fιяєѕтαя | 5:16 PM | commentlink