yo sup
super frustrated now. zzz
everything's like sucking now man
lets see
school today was horrible
reading lesson was dumb
tried to study bio
but the teacher kept walking ard
then fell asleep
could barely understand chem lessons
chinese was totally wasted
heok just taught another chapter or w/e
physics was just plain dumb revision on electricity for tmr's test which i barely paid attention to
not that i can actually understand
e.math was zzzzz. i think i got lowest for the previous mensuration test
oh great, i can't even rmb when was the last time i got lowest for any math test.
i think i got 10/20? w/e
english was quite ok la.
went through oral.
sel was quite funny cuz we were watching videos on youtube
after that was theory
ran all the way there
did abit of stuffs then went back to school to chiong history
then rushed home cause i was plain pissed and emo and stuffs.

so yeah, that's my day
great huh.
zzzzz.
starting to fall under the stress of MYE, not even counting O levels....
think im super screwed
2 tests tmr, 3tests on thurs
not even in the freaking mood to study any sht now

oh, and sf DIED on me yesterday
and i uninstalled it
now reinstalling.........


haizzzzz
i feel so so so jealous sometimes.
not even sure if that's what i should feel
maybe that's just me
or am i just asking a little too much?
i don't even know how to express myself or my feelings to others
fail much? totally.
feel like im such a failure at stuffs
zzzzzz, why am i even here?
...
at the end of the day,
i wonder who actually read and cares about what i typed.


you know,
sometimes i really really really wish you were here to listen to me talk
but i know,
that's close to impossible.