A fresh start

physio session at kembangan

2010-07-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

woke up quite late today. at like 9+
cleared up my table a little, but it's still quite messy cause i had to rush off for my physio session @ kembangan
first time there. my physio was this female indian lady
she's quite nice luh.
helped me to massage and all to loosen my muscles
turn out my back muscles and all are SUPER tight.
and it was just hell on the bed.
it hurt like hell when she press and all.
but i survived anyway.
after that she thought me how to rotate my pelvis. DAMN WEIRD.
when she showed me im like 'huh you can do this with your pelvis?!?'
never knew so
and i suck at rotating my pelvis, super hard i tell you..
and she told me how to stretch like almost my whole lower body + back.
super alot of exercises.. i think im gonna need like 1 and a half hour to finish all the exercises in 1 day.
anyway i spent like 1 hour 20mins at the place and it costed me only 50bucks. quite cheap
and it's really good! the physio helped me to tape somemore.
next appointment's on wednesday so yeap, looking forward to it.

while walking to kembangan mrt station
i saw this old lady tripping over a step and all down
she was with her granddaughter who was like. what. 6-7 years old?
she kind of cut her toe and one piece of her skin like came off then it was bleeding like mad.
her granddaughter of course damn scared then was like crying
then me and this woman went to help her.
all the blood kinda grossed me out. after awhile she say no need help alr
so we went off.

anyway. my left arm hurts like shit now.
when i use force on it then theres this stinging feeling
not like muscle aching but idk. like being poked by a needle?
and the pain is like OUCHHHHHHHHHHHH.
zzz dunno what happened to it.

been skipping meals nowadays.
no lunch, no dinner, or just having breakfast for 1 whole day.
sometimes i just feel so down.
hmmmm.
i need someone who i can really talk to.
but i wonder who.

MID YEARS IN 4DAYS

2010-06-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

I HAVE YET TO FINISH STUDYING.
and it's 4days away.
this mid years isnt just another exam.
passing it means ALOT to me and i really really hope i will pass.
the expectations are so high, i just hope that i will meet it.

im so stressed. everyone around me seems to be coping well, or at least better than me.
tell me why i cant do it.

God save me please

june hols in a flash

2010-06-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

quite long since i last posted.
so.......

firstly diva.
kuan ren fetched me hx wx and potz there so i didnt have to wake up so early
the weather was rather nice. like gonna rain like that
there was shelter so not so bad lah cause after that it poured.
first ever futsal competition i joined
teamed with hx potz ama karen joanne suxian and danae who didnt come cause of her ankle D:
the whole event was FUN!
i mean like good exposure and all to play with girls all over the country?
omg singapore is soooooo small!
but ya, more experience playing.
and just to enjoy ourselves
in the end we got kicked out off the quarter finals i think?
hahah but it was a good experience and we were all damn shagged after that cause we played on our own also, which was just plain craziness.
hahah. dinner @ jurong point. and a long long mrt ride home after that.

had a few kick abouts in school also in the past 2 weeks.
and in the most recent one on wednesday
my back pain kinda came back. D:
i dont know why but yeah it came back and then now sometimes still pain and stuffs
haizzzz. dont know when it will really heal and stuffs.
it never seems to heal, sadly..

anyway went to eat with coach and some seniors at udders yesterday on betny's first working day
quite nice luh.
spent quite a bit of time there chatting and all.
makes me things of some things. which i cant say here =X

world cup is kinda boring this year.
referees are just plain fail, lousy. bad decision making
just spoils the game sometimes.

watched toy story 3 today. and karate kid the other day. both quite nice luh. yup.
worth my money (:

oh and had lunch with sooks bet hx rach and jes bfr watching karate kid that day.
so much for mentee mentor lunch-.-
but it was fun and stuffs luh. yuppppppppppp.

ok just random stuffs lah. just to update this dead blog
ok gtg. mid years in less than 10days.
I MUST STUDY 10HOURS A DAY.
CYA

am i THAT tired?

2010-06-04T14:43:00.002+08:00

today was the first day in my 16+ years of my life that i freaking woke up so so late @ 2.30pm.
the best thing was i was supposed to wake up at 8.
wtheck right!
i skipped breakfast, woke up immediately lunch. this is so weird.
i never slept pass my alarm for 6 and a half hours before!
totally couldnt believe the time when i woke up.
this is crazy!
it's like i wasted so much time just to freaking sleep.
the past few days also. never ever seem to be able to wake up whenever my alarm rings in the morning.
someone tell me im okay...

ANYWAY.
past 2 days of going out was fun!
first on wednesday i went shopping with tim and wanjun.
walked around 313 and tried on a dress but didnt buy it.
after awhile went to eat at ljs but of course i didnt eat. heh.
had some bread and sushi instead.
after that went to cine to buy movie tickets to prince of persia!
johncelin came to watch also.
the movie was NICE. the girl was hawt like tim said.
the plot and all was good.
worth my 6bucks
went to meet up with khai ama joanne karen after that.
went to lido to eat, i didnt eat though. haha.
went off after that.

yesterday!
went to daphne' house @ like 10.30. was late for half an hour but nvm heh.
had breakfast there, which was french toast. waaaaa damn nicee!
studied there a little.
it was crazy studying with hx rach and daphne trying to go through chemical energetics together.
but okay lah at least i got listen a bit here and there. :/
got this blue top from daphne that i think im gonna wear on tuesday.
after like super long of wasting time and all we finally left her house and went shopping
walked around 313.
tried on some dresses which were SUPER WEIRD!
hahhah. damn funny luh. went to buy a pair of shorts.
then after that went to cotton on which was flooding with people
super packed.
bought a pair of shades for 5bucks! and a shirt for 5 bucks. CHEAP RIGHT! (:
after that went to suki sushi @ cine to have sushi!
so much sushi in just 2 days!
spent like 9bucks. make me broke only hahha :/
after that went to ion
and daphne and huixin were super hilarious trying to pronounce the names of the shops.
went to ion and walked around. didnt buy much lah. just a pen refill from muji-.-
rachel bought this super nice blue bag!
after that took the train to tampines
where i met my mum and went to buy a tank top and a checkered shirt
thank god i didnt buy the one at river island that was like 67bucks! :/
saw huituan,ka,jamie,lixuan and elize @ tampines1 while i was having dinner @ toastbox. haha
took a cab back after.

i am really exhausted.
tmr's diva. whole day gonna be spent at jurong east.
hope i can play, and play well. long time never play alr!

confession

2010-06-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

clic camp was okay as a whole.
things that stood out was the disc profiling, the team games, sharing of problems among the leaders in our group and the bash night.
bash night was awesome, even though it was quite embarrassing. :/
disc profiling made me know myself more and learnt how to interact with people of different personalities i guess.
team games were FUN! helped us quite a fair bit in the bonding and all
and the sharing of problems was great, it let us know that our problems were faced by people in other ccas too
and that youre never facing it alone.
never thought that i would really dance infront of soooooo many people, and what a dance it was!
but nevertheless i did it, and it was SUPER EMBARRASSING. but i guess i enjoyed myself and it made the experience even more unique(:
after the camp i got to know more people, made more friendships, strengthen some friendships.
good experience, one camp that i would never forget.

so now i shall get some rest and start studying for mid years tmr.
28days. dont flunk pleaseeeeeeee.
i want to start training asap!

it's so hard to contain
everything that's inside me

jts-ysc-tj carnival

2010-05-28T00:08:00.003+08:00

post season was supposed to be more relaxed and for me to catch up in my work.
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTT. it wasn't possible.
had stuff on almost everyday after school.
went to support as many matches as possible.
floorball, soccer, basketball, etc.
this week was a killer, even though it has yet to end.
monday was supposedly FULL DAY!
but... i spent it doing saikang in school for the youth sports conference which was from tues to thurs, which ended today.
i am so freaking screwed up in my mind now.
so to try and relax i shall post about the past 4 days.
mmmmm, monday came to school at like 8?
went to do all the saikang and stuffs. was actually rather excited about jts which was gonna be held in the evening.
arranged chairs, tables, freaking damn alot of goodie bags and did lots of stuffs.
went to parkway to have lunch then came back to bath and got ready for registration.
went for this briefing and guess what?
registration was push back by like 1hour!!!!
talk about good planning. i booked the cab to fetch the snrs to come @ 445. and then this crap.
so went to rush about trying to change the timing of the cab, and even almost ended up booking a BUS to fetch us all the way to yishun for jts. thank god we could change the time.
so did registration stuffs with rachel.
super hilarious....
there was once this guy came to register and he was registering under the name 'candy' and his sex stated obviously was FEMALE. then rach was like 'why are you female?'
HAHAHAH almost died. turned out the guy was registering for his friend laaa. hahahahah.
yup so anyway registration finished at almost 530 which was the time the taxi came.
and had to rush to call the driver to wait for the SENIORS WHO TOOK FOREVER TO CHANGE AND GET READY TO GO OUT! -.-
anywayyyyyy. in the end finally got them there and they just went mad crazy over the huge taxi-cum-van thingy.
it's damn cool right seniors? hehehehe.
so anyway after that rushed to put the concourse back to what it originally was and packed everything then went to minyee's house
spent quite a fair bit of time deciding on how to go.
in the end took cab. 2 cabs in total. freaking spent 50+ in total!!!

ANYWAY MINYEE'S HOUSE IS DAMN NICE!
and the room which she booked to hold the seniors damn fun.
got table tennis, pool and err. some game shit idk how to say. in arcade have one hahaha
anyway after that went to bring the seniors to the bbq pit and we started eating and stuffs.
the food was rather good. thank you to those who cooked.
played basketball and tennis. damn fail sia me. tennis is hard to play! never played in my whole life so this was the first ever.
but its quite fun luh.
anyway after that had dessert and then we went home.
took about 1hour and 30mins to reach home cos fetched like 6 ppl home hahahah.
took forever man.

tues to thurs was just ticketing, saikang and sports booth.
quite crap la. waste my time and energy. quite shagged from the 4 days....
and the 4days kinda showed me different people's personality and stuffs
and i kinda learnt some things from it.
sounds stupid and all but ya.
lots to say but idk how to express and typing them here isnt the best thing to do.
later kena hated or some shit. idk. hahahah.

hmmmmm. someone always has to be the bad guy, and that person is just damn suay.

to interact with maturity; to practice what you preach.
not easy.
random but w/e. im going crazy bottling everything.

went to crash tj's carnival thingy today with huixin after the ysc shit.
climbed over the side gate and got in for free.
actually there wasn't anything much la.
just random performances everywhere
and booths selling food and drinks.
yuppp.
played soccer there with some of the tj people for about 45mins or so i think?
quite shiok, considering how long i haven't played.
it was rather fun luh.
finally met some of my friends whom i haven't seen for a long time.
good to know that they still remember me hahaha :)
went home at like 10.30

tmr's vesak day holiday.
gna go annabel's house! meeting 2E people. should be fun.
clic camp from sat to mon.
rather busy now. havent started studying.
everyone wish me luck.
im like at 0 for every subject.
maybe i should take tuition for every subject.
but then i got no money.
if i were rich................. zzzzzzzzz.
if only......

shall go to bed soon.
my back is tired. and so is my mind.
goodnight.

VJSG 2010 A DIV CHAMPIONS!

2010-05-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

dedicated to vjsg:
what a season.
what a memorable final @ jalan besar
we fought till the very last second and in the end we emerged victorious.
the six months of training really paid off and im really glad that i joined vjsg.
it is one decision that i will never ever regret in my whole life.
its only six months into my vjsg journey and yet the impacts that it had on my life has already changed me so much and allowed me to become a better person, off and on the pitch.
i have myself now another family, one where all of us has stuck through the pain, through the happy and sad times, through all the problems and everything that we went through as a team.
all the double trainings during the december holidays, the friendlies that we had, the super wonderful and fun trip to perth with the seniors and many more.
all the memories will never leave me.

to the team:
i really wanna thank each and every one, including the happy feet, for putting their 100% and more for the team
it is the hardwork that each and everyone of us put in that allowed us to reach all the way to the finals and win it
all our blood, tears, sweat and pain has finally paid off and im very proud and honoured to be part of this team, to be part of the miracle in our finals
we left the field without any regrets and our believe and faith in the team is really unbelieveable.
GOOD JOB GIRLS!

to the seniors:
YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST SENIORS EVER!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
i learnt alot alot alot from you guys, both on and off the pitch.
thank you for accepting me into the team when i first came down to train
even though it was like damn awkward and i was really damn scared and shy then. haha
but after training with you guys more and more
after knowing you guys better, i'm really happy that i have seniors like you guys who really inspire me and push me on
now that we won't be training anymore and you guys are gonna start to mug for your A levels....
i just wanna wish all the best in studying!
study hard okay!
because i will be studying too! (:

to my beloved batch mates:
now is the start of our season
so we'll have to work hard because very very soon it will be our turn
i just want us to learn from the seniors
and let them be our inspiration
seeing them push themselves past their limits for vjsg
i hope we will too next season.
i love you guys! from the bottom of my heart.

to the grandseniors/grandgrandseniors:
thank you for coming down to support us during our matches
thank you for coming down during our trainings and helping out during our trainings
seeing how dedicated all of you are to vjsg really touched me and make me work even harder than ever
and it kept me going throughout the whole season
despite the injuries or pains that i felt
once again thank you and i love you guys too! :D

to mr lim(if you ever read haha):
thank you for being such a patient coach
telling us all our mistakes and telling us where we can improve on
thank you for dedicating so much of your time to the team
thank you for selflessly contributing to the team
it is because of you that has helped me improve into a better player than when i first joined back in november 09
so thank you very very much!

it has been an incredible journey, which will continue as we(vjsg10/11) start our season now
but first, we have to work hard off the pitch, which is to study hard for our midyears!
all the way girls!
I LOVE YOU!

nostalgia

2010-05-09T19:05:00.002+08:00

its only 3 days away.

woke up real late today. 12.15pm.
was just super duper tired.
woke up and realise that there was a thunderstorm and my mum just came back from church.
felt so bad..
wanted to wake up at like 8.15 and then go for church, come back and finish pw. but no it failed
so anyway....
woke and did pw then had lunch and went out to pass the oreo cheesecake, which me karen rachel jes and rechelle baked yesterday , to rach and karen.
after that went to school to train
surprisingly there was only 5 of us.....
me potz huang net sijia.
didnt really do much.
a little bit of headers, 2v2, shooting, monkey
but better than nothing
anyway i dont think i can train tmr morning so yup

going to physio tmr afternoon.
my back problem is getting back or maybe its a whole new problem.
my left foot hurts sometimes
both my ankles a bit cock i think
all the bruises from thursday still hurting quite a bit.
and i have to be 100% fit on wednesday.

the seniors have just 1 proper training tmr. and a short one just before the finals on tuesday.
i will feel damn sad when theyre not gonna train with us luh
like seriously, i can't really imagine training without them, after training with them for like almost half a year, to be exact on tuesday it will be 2 days short to half a year
i just dont know what to say
after spending so so so much time with them
especially during the post o level holidays when all i do, well almost, is training and going out with them.
and that was the period that i can say is the happiest period of my life.
soccer; go out have fun; no studies. shiok.
still remember the first day i came for training.
it was raining super heavily and i didnt even get on the pitch cause of the rain and lightning alert.
and i was like some noob sht and like damn shy cause dunno anybody yet
then now like totally different. hahahaha. really enjoyed everything
all the times that i spent with the seniors, going out and all.
all the double trainings in school. loved life then.
all those never seemed to end.
until now.

shall go and bath now.
eat then rest, for wednesday.

bitter disappointment

2010-04-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

sup.
match against RIJC today.
weather was perfect.
i wasnt nervous or scared. but confident that we'll win.
but well, things didnt go our way, ended up with a 0-0draw.
it was disappointing. seeing that we dominated their game.
we played our game, did well, just a few little things lacking, like finishing.
we closed them down real fast, didnt give them much time and space.
they could hardly play their game, or they didnt at all
all they did was pack the penalty box.
too bad we didnt take our chances..
personally i think i did ok luh, could have gone up much more, seriously..... oh well.
but other people kept saying i did well..
i guess my performance was ok luh. no real mistakes.. yuppp
was super crushed when i heard the final whistle... cause we didnt score.
but now i feel better, i guess.
yupppppp.
will do much better next match.
okkkkk off to do stretching for my back.
hurt a hell lot during the match :(
goodnight

just a draw and yet i feel the bitter disappointment sink in. would never want to know what it will be like if its a lost, and i'll make sure i do my best to never make it happen.

posture!

2010-04-12T21:46:00.002+08:00

heyyyy.
today's been a rather long day...
even though i skipped a few lesson because i went to see the physio
went to school at about 8+ cause lessons started late today.
had econs lecture; then a long 3 period break.
1 period of math tutorial and then i went on my way to see the physio
dad came to fetch
reached the place but couldnt find a place to park
so we went to this super cool car park
where they helped you to park your car using a car lift.
something like a passenger lift luh. but just that you put your car inside
its SUPER COOL!
like 1 whole building of cars. hahahha.
you drive your car into this 'lift'
then you get out, lock your car and stuffs then go out of the lift and press start or something then it'll help you park your car
go about doing your things, come back and retrive your car, which will be safe and sound inside the carpark.
and guess what, my dad freaking didnt lock the car doors. but anyway no one went in luh, yupp.

after that went to see the physio, gino.
hes really friendly.
started the session by asking me alot of questions about my injury(obviously) and about my typical day in school.
then asked me to do a few exercises or something to check out more about whats wrong.
its like he knew what exactly was wrong after awhile
then helped me to crack my back, massage a little for my knee.
teached me how to activate my inner core muscles, forgot what it was called luh.
yuppp. and its really super effective! i could feel it almost instantly
hes really really good luh. yupppp
went back to school after that
had chem and then physics test which was, rather ok i guess.

after school had TRAINING!
FINALLY COULD TRAIN, WITHOUT PAIN!
its really great for me luh.
especially since its 2 days before the RIJC match.
have to do a bit of work out at least. yup.
anyway we didnt get onto the pitch.
but it was rather ok i guess.
gotta take care of my posture,
must go about reminding everybody also. hahahha.
sit straight at all times!!!!!!
if not you'll end up like me one day... heh.

yup.
gonna go finish up my pi.
hope its better this time around.....

what a week

2010-03-26T23:22:00.002+08:00

tough week.
making my emotions go all over.

been online the past hour or 2.
super emo, can't describe sia..
dont know why im sad and like on the brink of crying.
my heart is like sinking deeper and deeper.

the time will come, very soon, sooner than you or me know.
and i realise how much you guys mean to me.

its different, never the same, even though i hope for the best.
but its too early to give up.
and i'll give my all for the cause that made me make that very decision
bringing me to where i am now.

going over the limit

2010-03-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

VJSB first match this season, 16-0, against acsi.
good job man.
slept over @ rachel's ytd.
MANCHESTER UNITED 2 - LIVERPOOL 1. :D
made my day really.
school was ok i guess.
even though im not really catching up.
and im lagging quite a bit.
aaaa. im like buried with work. imagine when season starts. -.-
anyway, i am super tired.
trained @ cage today for about an hour bfr coming back to school to train.
i think im doing not bad luh.

alright dunno why im here. gonna go crash.
cyaaaa

march holidays'10

2010-03-21T16:53:00.002+08:00

yo supppp
last day of holidays already.
super fast.
spent like almost the whole holiday training.
mon-wed double training.
thurs-morning training.
fri-match against hcjc 4-0.
sunday went to watch dear john with jes cheryl rachel betny.
not worth the money seriously. other then seeing the main guy who's not that bad.. HAHA
went to arcade after that to play bball. hands ached like sht.
and the balls were like flying EVERYWHERE.
like into my face, jes' face. flying into cheryl, behind me. all over the arcade
after that went to rachel's house to play

in btwn double trainings were spent sleeping, doing a lil bit of work, doing random stuffs, just wasting time luh.
slept over @ rachel's house on wed night.
really enjoyed joanne's free entertainment.
singing/playing guitar. HAHA. super funny luh.
friday's match was quite ok. didnt play full match.
scored 1 goal. typical paul scholes. hahah.
anw 1st time wearing jersey.
felt super good.
can't wait for season to start, in like 3days.

had dinner with my family @ din tai feng ytd.
long time didnt eat with them like that alr. hahahah.
was rather good.
bought a pair of blue slippers and blue sneakers
super happy! :D
yup.
school's starting tmr.
another term of struggling with studies.
hope that i can cope, with season and all.

talking about season.
its rather short luh, 7 games.
but every game must be at 101%.
giving my all, for everyone around me, seniors, coach, nat, mr lim, siti, vjsg, everybody.
i will do my best to keep running, to keep going, to never give up no matter what.
1st time playing competitive, going to be a very memorable one.
goal : VJSG as champions, yet again.
very short season, so must cherish every single bit of it and work my ass off every single minute.
just ranting. hahahha
okkk off to do some stuffs.
till then.

it isnt easy

2010-03-04T22:13:00.002+08:00

suppppp
not much time to update my blog
and no one really reads it anyway
mmm.
school's quite tiring..
coming home when the sky's dark.
i dont think i ever reached home when the sky is still bright since school started-.-
everyday training then stay back to study and do work
which is much more productive than coming home to do work cause i'll just end up slacking/sleeping

anyway.... couldnt train today:(
cause ytd accidentally sprained my ankle, just slightly.
then its a little swollen
super sian if not today can train..
but at least stayed back to do work
and managed to finish a bit of math and physics
hope tmr can train..
oh and A levels results are going to be out tmr! quite excited. hahha even though like not related to me. but ya
hmmmm should go do my work.

it isnt easy at all, in fact it is very very very tough

VJC XCOUNTRY 2010

2010-02-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

VJSG ARE CHAMPIONS!

quite a shock, but a really sweet victory(:
was like super anxious when they were announcing who's 1st for the interclub category
but ya. dam happy. :D
i got 19th, anyway. coulda gotten 18 but w/e.
hahhaha
match tmr. GOODNIGHT(:

2 hours later......

2010-02-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

and im still unable to play the song on the electone :(
practiced for like almost 2hours i think...
but got play many of my old songs..
and got slack a bit in between
but i still cant play my newest song!!
zzzzzzzzz.
and i have lessons later.
cfm kena scolding.
slept for almost 9 hours this morning
but then im dam tired.
i think i can sleep max for like 7hours.
then wont so tired.
and im having a flu now. :(

super tired after ytd's match, even though i didnt play the full game.
i think cause of the long day full of lessons. which were super boring.
but anyway i think i didnt do too well yesterday.
missed like 3 chances. sian ttm. my left foot cant kick sht. -.-

anywayyy... i should go study.
freaking alot of things to do. and all the lectures i dont understand-.-
ok cyaaa

1st day of the lunar new year

2010-02-14T23:14:00.002+08:00

yo sup.
first day of cny was dam tiring..
slept at like 3am and woke up at 8.30.
went to church, family service today so went to the main service with my parents and bro.
after that went to my uncle's house with my bro to try print something but failed.
ended up playing wii for awhile. hahaha
went home to have lunch and bathed and packed to go out..

met up with karen joanne huixin and jes @ t1.
bus-ed to uncle's house
slacked there for like 2hours plus.. played wii, watched tv, had a massage hahhaha
nothing much luh. after that met rechelle then took 69 to bedok to meet ella and sooks there.
waited quite long for the bus.
wasted time by like taking photos and stuffs. super funny hahahha
then took bus to nat's house to visit nat. and rach was there alr.
played bridge with hx rachel and jes. play until dam cock. hahahha
after that played POLAR BEAR!
dam funny sia! hahahha
super fun! should play again soon! jes kept dying super fast hahaha
anyway had lots of fun.
only bad part was i had to go off early to go have dinner @ my aunt's house and bai nian...
said goodbye to nat. probably not gonna see for a rather long time, sadly.
but at least can see her online! webcam ftw! :D
anyway......
took cab with rech and ella. dropped them off @ tanah merah mrt
was like super sad throughout the whole journey
lucky didnt like cry or what sia.. was just totally no mood.
anyway had dinner @ my aunt's house
didnt eat much cause no appetite
quite sian luh.
just sit down there.. emo-ing a little..
then went home.

first day..... nothing much lar.
just finished packing my stuffs in the living room.
then have to pack my bag to go malaysia.
this year's cny seems to be quite err.... no mood. oh well.
shall go do my stuffs already..
afff. goodnight

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR '10

2010-02-14T02:19:00.002+08:00

yo sup!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ALL! :D

first week of lessons is over.
had a taste of what tutorials and lectures were like and got to know our teachers and my class.
my class is fun! keep camwhoring together. HAHA
anyway this week passed pretty fast.
school and training. nothing much.
had match against the staffs on friday after CNY celebrations
it was at like 11+ to 12+ like that
so it was FREAKING HOT
played the full game.
got slide quite a bit, and got myself an astroburn on the back part of my thigh:(

anyway had reunion dinner at my second uncle's house just now
ate till super full. was very satisfied with the meal. hahahha
watched bulletproof monk there then went home.
quite a nice action pack movie.
hmmmmm. today didnt do much lar.
tmr gonna go visit siti and nat in the afternoon
nat's leaving on monday. oh wait, its just tmr, seeing that its already 2.25am now.
too bad i can't send her off. zzz.
quite sad actually on friday cause like last day of her being at training/match with us.
oh well.... moving on.......
i shall too.
moving on, to bed..

VJSG vs Sengkang Punggol womens

2010-02-05T23:41:00.002+08:00

yo sup!
its been a pretty fun week in school
getting to know more people
getting to know my class better, bonding as a class and ogl
lessons gonna start on monday le, so must be more serious already. hahhaha
quite tiring actually.
cause like got school
then after that training, but i think slowly will get used to it..

anyway today had match against sengkang punggol womens
it was like raining before it then had lightning alert.
then like warm up awhile then lightning alert.
go in shelter then suddenly no more lightning alert
then come out warm up again.....
then LIGHTNING ALERT AGAIN!
then go in then come out
irritating sia.. >.>
but in the end the weather was quite shiok
not hot. quite cooling cause just rained
mr lim and some others said i play quite well.
actually i think like okok only lar..
cause like a few personal mistakes
then ended up in conceeding goals
but was quite strong and aggressive imo.
hahahha.
super tired after the match.
after that bathed then slowly a few by a few went to take taxi to simei
went for nat's farewell party
me sooks and huang were like late. cause by the time we reached there nat already reach le-.-
hahah but anyway enjoyed myself lar.

after that went home
super tired now.
feel like crashing right in front of the laptop
but then so sticky, dunno why also
okkkkkk shall go sleep
swimming tmr! :D
goodnight! :D

2nd day of orientation!

2010-01-29T23:38:00.003+08:00

yo suppp
2nd day of orientation!
nothing much now lar i think
got alot alot of cheers.. hahhaha
today got some games also.. but half way stop cause of lightning alert-.-
anywayy....
training wasnt exactly good today
well, it wasnt good at all actually-.-
couldnt concentrate
then hip and feet pain. zzzzz
irritating ttm sia
all this minor injuries, make you super frustrated..
but nvm lar. shouldnt let all these pull me down
must still train hard and improve

mmm. no mood to type anything le..
lots to say but here isnt the best place.

you motivate me on

2010-01-27T00:34:00.002+08:00

yo sup!
school's starting real soon
everyone's knowing their posting results and all.
so.. life's going fine now
major change soon.
jc life is starting in another day or so.
quite excited lar actually
wonder how everything is going to be like.

anyway, training 6 times a week for like 2months plus le
everything is like normal to me already
even having a short break of like 3-4 days seems quite weird to me.
hahahha, with school starting cfm more hectic.
but then i think i will enjoy it even more
training now like more competitive
everything with a higher intensity
somehow its like more serious andstuffs.
cause like pre-season.
tiring and stuffs lar. but i think i can cope and excel(i hope)
everything is going ok now i guess
except for a niggling hip injury for the past month or so?
minor but then very irritating
really hope that it will go off, like real soon
so that training can really really go 100%
hmmm. other than that... nothing much lar.
hahahhah must sleep early le!
goodnight! (:

slowly bottling everything up

2010-01-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

not my day
in no mood
to do anything
zzzzz

went shopping today with amalina karen and joanne @ queensway
quite fail sia. didnt buy anything myself. just go try shoes
and got bastard by the freaking indian shopkeepers there
try shoes cause like interested. but dont want buy
then in the end got called 'girls with mental illness'
fuck that.
afterthat bus-ed to beach road
got socks @ 2 bucks each. and fbts also, at 8.50 each
after that went to penin to meet seniors and mr lim to see boots
getting copa mundal i guess.
should be a good investment.
after that rushed to watch movie @ marina square w/ rachel
ran like siao, looked like some cock running with a rather big plastic bag and a sling bag in shorts and shirt-.-
but in the end tickets 10bucks so didnt watch..
dinner-ed at just acia
then walked all the way to beach road cause rach wanted to buy fbts
too bad the socks shop closed.
took mrt and bus home

afffffff. past 12 and i havent bath
dam no mood.
oh well. shall go bath like now, finally

------------

no idea why, but i rather continue staring at my laptop screen then go sleep even though im fking tired.
no idea why, but i suddenly got super frustrated and pissed
zzzzz.
school in less than a week.
super fast.
aaaaaaaa.
no idea what to type.
gdnight

can't help myself falling deeper

2010-01-20T23:03:00.002+08:00

yo sup
quite busy nowadays
even though got quite alot of free time lar.. in the morning
but then still like keep moving around, doing stuffs.
not much time to catch up on myself.
lol school's starting in a week.
have to go and get ready for school and stuffs le.
can't believe everything is so fast.
so far things are ok i guess
able to cope,
that is when i have no school
when school starts..
really have to push myself and stuffs
confirm dam tired one

apart from that.....
quite confused over some stuffs recently
only a few people know, i think?
now like keep thinking
occupied in my mind already
aaaa. not a very good timing =/
hope things get over soon quickly
long day tmr. gdnight!

match against young womens

2010-01-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

yo sup!
quite a long day
just reached home like half an hour ago
past few days nothing much lor.
finally able to go training. yup
but dunno why keep like running nose when on the pitch-.-
training or match like today.
dam sian sia. super hard to play.. plus my hip dunno why like pain when kick or sprint.

anyway...
lunched at hawker centre @ pp with the team
then went school to study, lol
actually didnt do much lar. a few questions only-.-
then started preparing for the match
warm up then kick off at like 5pm
the match was ok i guess?
wasnt at my best
like got quite a few of mistakes here and there
dam sian sia...
like stupid mistakes somemore
must get rid of them already.
haizz. fitness wise i think still alot to improve
concentration also. sometimes like mentally not there.
then quite a few times went down on the ground
then goal kick also like sht lol. kick then hip pain, zzzz
but on the positive note i think got quite a few clearance and stuffs. only zz
after match went to banquet to have dinner
then went to berrylite for frozen yogurt
dam ex sia. but still got buy=/
bus-ed home
super crowded sia. lol
hilarious bus ride with jes. ahhahahhaha

just iced my hip
but it feels quite warm? idk why lol
ytd also same -.-
haizzz.
lucky tmr sunday. afternoon can rest.
affff. quite frustrated with myself.
nvm gdnight

porridge again

2010-01-13T12:18:00.002+08:00

thats what im having for lunch
dam sian.
it sucks to be sick
sucks even more to be sick and you cant go training. :(
super boring at home now
actually got quite alot of things to do lar
like packing and stuffs. but no mood to do all that
haizzz.
should have just taken care of myself a bit better then wont fall sick.
too late to regret.
guess i have to just learn from this lor.
anyway i didnt go for perth just to get sick! lol
hope tmr can go training.
shall see how fast i recover
ok time to eat! cya!

back from perth! and yet another disappointment

2010-01-12T17:34:00.002+08:00

yo sup!
long time no update
just back from perth yesterday
was a really enjoyable trip
gained a lot of things on the trip
really worth the money man
only bad thing of this trip is that i kinda fell sick
and i got a really bad sore throat
so i couldnt train today and thats why im here updating.
perth is a really beautiful place
and the place where we stayed at was great.
the dining hall is awesome
the food was ok lar
starting like dam nice like that
but after awhile keep eating same thing then you get tired of it. lol
bought quite a bit of things home
my luggage was 20.6kg when i checked it in -.-
lots of nougats, cheese, some biscuits, chocolates, fudge.
2 shirt, slippers, a belt. idk cant rmb.

i think after this trip the team will be even more bonded
and i personally feel closer to the team
after sharing a wonderful and memorable experience with them in perth
had an insight about sports science and also like what it is about and what they do.
on the pitch also had some gametime
and also experience playing with ang moh and people of better skill than you
lots of things actually
but im not gonna say everything here lar

anyway about 6hours after touching down in singapore ytd i received my o levels results
so what did i get? 9 points before minusing off just 1. final is 8 points.
yup. not very happy with it, not sad also
fine with the score..
but then sadly some people just screws everything up for you.
told my mum on the phone what i got and she was like
'haiya see la who ask you watch so much tv, if not you can do better, blah blah blah'
ya of course i can do better, everyone can, unless you get 6points.
but thats not the point.
the point is that she doesnt even say good or well done or something
other parents will be like good or something to encourage or cheer you up right.
mine just makes me feel like i got freaking 54 for o levels.
so ya fuck that.
i dont care if i get 9 or i get 20.
if i get 20 and she says the same thing of course i wont mind.
but its 9. not saying its very good lar.
but cmon mannn. zzzzz
its just like PSLE.
same old thing.
A levels, i can just see it coming.
probably another disappointment.

shopping for perth!

2010-01-03T12:46:00.002+08:00

yo sup.
going to perth like tmr. super fast lol
yesterday was a super long day
training from like 8 to 12. dam long.
did shifting, sprints, gym and core.
after that went to have lunch at killiney with my grandma dad and mum
then went to shop at OG.
bought a swimming costume specially for perth lol
cause the one i have now sucks and cannot fit alr=/
bought bras also lol
after that just slacked around while waiting for hx jess cheryl rach rech and sooks lol
went to 313@somerset
spent like most of the time in uniqlo
bought a tank top and a t-shirt.
plus got a pair of shorts they bought for me from cotton on.
yup so i spent like super alot of money
after that took mrt to bedok to meet jiahui serene weien hanyang and alvin
then went to pasir ris to find cheryl
then went to some place to makan.
not bad lar.
eat till quite full lol.
after thatn went to my uncle's house for a visit
then went home

oh ya i watch avatar on friday evening
was super long but dam nice lol
blue aliens ftw
watched until i was dam tired cause didnt sleep much the night before
i mean didnt even sleep for like more than 1hour-.-

sian i still havent started packing.
got alot to pack sia
siannnnn
k shall pack after my lunch. zzzz
cya after perth trip! :D

2010!! Happy New Year!!!!

2010-01-01T11:19:00.002+08:00

yo sup
finally its 2010.
new year, new goals.
going to have a change in my life also
no more secondary school lol
now jc already, even more busier, even more tiring.
but i can cope with it i guess. hahahah
also will have my first season in vjsg.
definitely gonna be a memorable one.

new year resolutions :
1. have a memorable and great season this year in vjsg
2. improve myself as a soccer player
3. try to do well in my studies i guess
4. continue to improve in playing the drums/organ/guitar and the theory stuffs
5. go closer to God

yup. nothing much actually. hahaha
super busy this few days.
tuesday stayed over at rachel's house to do team night stuffs
wednesday had training + team night.
thursday aka ytd had match with SA and stay over at huang's house
rush around quite a bit.
yup.

gonna go cut hair later.
dunno what to cut sia lol
anyway....
i just realised that i have a lot of embarrassing things happening to me, especially these few days lol zzzzzz
k just being random
gonna go sleep soon, catch up on my sleep.
didnt even sleep for an hour this morning-.-
cyaaaa!

happy 16th birthday to me!

2009-12-27T21:08:00.003+08:00

yo sup
long long time no update.
today's 27th december already
my birthday! :D
just came back to singapore this afternoon at around 1 from hong kong
the trip was ok ba.
not gonna post much about my trip here.
maybe just photos in the next few days.

anyway today was a more-than-normal day
cause birthday what lol
flight from hong kong to sg was around 3 hours +
landed at 12.50pm
after immigration and taking luggages and everything like almost 2 already
met up with hx and jes at t1
went to t3 to eat.
took the train from t1 to t3
ate at the food court
then slacked around
tried reading econs notes for fun lol
like quite boring sia lol
dont understand much >.>
after awhile went home
had subway and rice for dinner
uncle's family came over
cut cake as usual
cookies and cream ice cream cake ftw
lol

in a good mood now.
finally back at home celebrating my 16th birthday.
hahahha
anyway....
wanna thank the people who made my day once again
in no particular order..

thanks to jamie, gavin, yi jing, mark, si hui, jonathan, az, tixi, jeremie, joseph, ting wei, charis, nat, jun sheng, rachel, eugene loh, wan xin, siti, derek, jonathan tay, bryan, serene, jia hui, rasyiqah, yongchen, lynette, zhou yang, william, jonathan wong, joshua, candice, alvin, jonathan yap, jelene, jia wei, adikarya, irfan, inging, rechelle, wenjie, kai en, mr lim, huituan, han qing, cheryl wong, jiajie, jasper, bethany, hanyang, wenjie, vinoth, khoon han for the wishes.

special thanks to hx and jes who spent the afternoon with me and gave me a present
special thanks also to my family lol, for celebrating my birthday with me at home and buying a cake and presents for me hahaha

sorry to anyone that i missed out=/
hope theres none lol

well off to go watch the arsenal vs aston villa match now
hahhaha cya guys! :D

keeping it down there

2009-12-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

yo sup
less than 20hours and i'll be on the plane to hongkong!
anyone wants anything? :O
good time for a holiday with my family
after like training for like 1month plus.
should spend some time catching up with my family.
haven't really packed my stuffs though.
must finish by tonight if not tmr very rush >.>

anyway today was a really long day.
woke up in the morning at ard 6.30
took some time to get ready
went to fetch rechelle at like 7.20 but she just woke up so went to school first
half way huixin called say her slippers broke lol
so went to the bus stop opp vj to pick her up and went to school
got ready for the match
warmed up and stuffs
clocked a good 75mins in total
was quite tired after that.
physically and mentally lol
was alr quite tired like almost end of the 2nd third
anyway after warm down we tried to get mr lim to the sand bed
then lynette fake that she sprained her ankle while finding a ball
she was like lying on the ground then a few of us surrounding her like trying to carry her out then the others came from behind and pour water on mr lim
sorta 'pushed/threw' mr lim into the sand bed
so in the end he had sand like everywhere lol
sand bday song for mr lim also

while walking back to canteen idk why huang suddenly say wanna piggyback me
like for fun then ok lor
then in the end bring me beside the hose-.-
got soaked by idk who spraying the water at me lmao
drenched like mad sia after that lol
took pictures and sang bday song
after that went to bath
was quite cold cause of the water-.-
lunched at parkway
slacked around for awhile then bus-ed to bethany's house with tixi to play
the others went back to school and idk where
played wii and watched tv lol
anyway got nothing much to do like study so must as well enjoy now =/
left at around 6.30

sian its 9.26 and i havent had dinner
and i havent started really packing for tmr
and im super tired.
i can just fall asleep now man >.>

shall stop here .
might be updating at hongkong.
k bye for now!

1week more to hongkong!

2009-12-12T16:55:00.003+08:00

yo supp
so fast 1 week past already
lol
not going for electone lessons today.
not feeling very well.
throat like pain sia. zzzzz
anyway missed my first training yesterday morning cos not feeling well D:
quite sian la. actually i wanted to go but then if i woke up early to go cfm will not be fully recovered.
oh well.
anyway this week was full of elliptical
cause mon to wed couldnt train so did quite a bit of elliptical.
anyway quite good to be back training
even though today's training was just crap.
totally not on form or something
like half asleep. zzzz

anyway ytd went to sentosa for chalet after training
reach at like 7+
had bbq there
ate quite a bit.
didnt really help cos i was dam tired =/
played some arcade game there
then cut cake
after awhile went home..
super tired sia today.
actually supposed to go fareast with jiahui and serene but then in the end when training ended like 11+ alr.
so in the end didnt go.
sian.

zzzzz.
sore throat + headache now. gg.
tonight i still wanna watch match at like 1.30.
should go and sleep soon.
afffffffff.

worth my time

2009-12-06T19:21:00.003+08:00

yo sup.
i am super tired now.
slept for like less than 4 hours today.
watched west ham vs man utd and city vs chelsea ytd night till like 3+
today had church in the morning
then after that went to queensway with hx jes cheryl sooks to find boots
but like dam hard to find lol.
slacked around at aljunied mrt
way to spend the day man.
at least not wasted at home in front of my laptop like now-.-
gonna sleep real early tonight
oh. and i can't train for the next 3 days D:
need to fully recover and shake off the ankle problem
i wanna be fully fit. >.>

thought quite alot on the way home just now.
maybe its only the thought of it.
just maybe.
aaaaaaaa.
should just try to get it out of my head.
k cya.

2009-12-05T16:03:00.002+08:00

yo sup.
havent been updating for nearly a week
mostly no time ar during the weekdays.
training, going out sometimes. reach home also too tired to update already.
anyway this week was pretty ok i guess?
had double training on monday and tuesday.
ytd was match against seniors
didnt finish playing cause of the lightning alert >.>
but was quite fun. enjoyed playing.
next friday prolly will have a match against u-14s.
good to have a run out once a week.
gain match experience and stuffs.
anyway ytd night went to maple to see the doctor for my skin problem
finished seeing the doctor at like 12.15? or something.
waited for like. 1 hour +
super boring. couldnt do much just slept.
and its super ex la.
total was 116 bucks i think.

today had training in the morning.
actually didnt do much also.
played bball for like almost 30mins +
then stretched a bit and watched the guys match against rj.
lunched at subway then went home
tonight gonna go coach's house to watch the man utd match, and maybe the chelsea game also
tmr going out.
quite packed.
ankle still not fully recovered. so cannot go tkd training.
haiz. like super dam long didnt go alr sia. zzzzzzz
wanna go back also cannot. -.-

oh dam. its 4.11. didnt even catch a nap. tmr cfm like zombie already. lol
kkkk time to go prac electone. lesson later. afff. bbbb

hari raya haji + centenary service

2009-11-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

yo supp
quite busy these few days.
keep going out and stuffs.

friday 27/11
was hari raya haji so no training
went to it fair @ expo with my dad. train-ed there cause my dad dint wanna drive.
no space for parking anyway.
didnt buy anything. just walk around and see. took fliers.
actually also nothing much la. alot of tv and laptops on sale.
after that went to airport to eat then took bus back
went home for awhile then went out again to tampines
met rechelle and jess
slacked around tamp1 for quite awhile
had dinner at jurong cafe.
after that walked to rechelle's house
met 3 malay kids downstairs
they asked for 3v3 jokingly
but then we said yes then they were like shocked
but played anyway
quite fun, hilarious game.
went up to her house
played uno. her sis was hilarious. cannot stop giggling de. Looool
went back at like 9+

saturday 28/11
training in the morning
did a bit of ball work then pulled out
ankle problem again. zzz
went to do elliptical for an 1hour. sweat like mad
after that did stretching then was done with training
bathed and had lunch at parkway
ate until super full
slacked at berrylite
was trying to study chem by reading the notes
lol
i think im like super rusty from studying or sth
cant understand-.-
keep reading so many times then manage to get some of it
after that bus-ed to tampines for electone lesson
the journey was epic man.
there was this malay family at the back of the bus
2 young kids kept shouting/crying
then the parents over there trying to take care
got a sister whos like 17 or something also there
then no idea why the mum went mad and started shouting at one of the kid and beating him
the passengers all stared la obviously
then she scold them also LOl.
she went like mad la probably.
the dad tried to calm her down and stuffs
ended up she was like super emotional and was crying-.-
anyway lesson as usual.
still cant play the new song yet.
dinner at tampines then went home

sunday 29/11
had centenary service at suntec
held at convention hall or w/e
super alot of people
woke up early to go there for breakfast
ate till quite full
service was ok ba.
worship sermon and everything was good.
after that lunched there then fetch bro to east coast for his class bbq
went to visit my godparents
caught up with them a bit i guess
i just sat there and listen to the adults talking.
quite awkward.
didnt say much just stoned there -.-
went back after like 2hours of talking.

anyway. i just got soccer channels on cable!! :D
so now can watch soccer already
and to start off theres arsenal vs chelsea later at 12.
thinking if i should watch the barca vs real match at 2am.
ungodly hour. plus tmr got training at 8.
tmr starting double training
life is great man. super fun life now. hahahhaa
really dont mind going training everyday.
rotting at home totally sucks.
k gonna go nap.
rather long post.
heheheh
k gd night

cracked feet zzzz

2009-11-26T23:59:00.003+08:00

i am dam tired.
training was ok.
gym-ed and did ball work
accidentally strained(?) my ankle again a bit during 6v6 game-.-
lucky tmr holiday so no training. hopefully by sat ok alr
bottom of my feet got like cracked and open wounds or w/e
super pain when i walk around zzzzzz
hope it gets better. super torturous to walk around now

12midnight now
should go sleep le
most probably going expo for itfair tmr
not buying anything though
k gdnight.
work harder.

harderrrr

2009-11-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

yo suppp

im so sad

i seem to spend money like drinking water like that

monday my dad gave me 50 bucks

now im left with like... 7 bucks only?!?!

zzzz. after counting on what i spent i think i lost like 15 dollars on dunno what.

and to think that my family is like broke and stuffs now.

good job man. spend money like nothing.

anyway.. recap on the past days..

monday had match against rj. played only 1/3 of the game cos like just get back from injury

was super tired though. my fitness sucks -.-

obviously got alot to improve. but at least managed to play awhile, also not bad ba.

after that went to subway @ parkway to makan with the team then bus-ed home

tuesday training was spent on gym

then after that played mini match

quite fun. but dam tiring.

did a bit shooting also. my shooting like sht-.-

must work more on it i guess

played until like 7.15

supposed to leave at like 6.45 to bath then dad come fetch me cos got healing service in church.

but play until so fun then didnt leave -.-

rushed home to bath and eat

in the end also not say late for the service ba. reached at like 8.10, just started

healing service was not bad, next month if can make it i want go again.

woke up super early this morning cos had theory lesson

ended at around 9.15am

rushed all the way to douby ghaut to meet the team but then in the end was early. reached at like 9.55am.

went to cathay to buy tickets then went back to plaza sing to buy food then rushed to cathay for the movie 2012.

when we went in already started awhile le

was like groping in the dark to eat while watching.

the movie was dam long.

was quite tired but the movie not bad la.

unrealistic but nice to watch.

anyway after that went to ps again to eat yougurt. k not i eat la but the rest. lol

then bus-ed to vj

slacked around then had training

it was extra tiring cos the weather was dam hot.

didnt drink much water also

plus my feet below got like cuts or w/e.

walk then super pain, not to mention running. zzzz

anyway managed to get through everything.

played 7v7 also but didnt do much. was really super tired...

cycled and did core exercises.

bathed then bus-ed to tampines

bought dinner then went home

reached home at like 10.15

like super tired now

training tmr at 3.

hope got like slight drizzle or something

cooling weather. if not dam hot-.-

k la i go sleep already. dam those eyebags zzzzz. good night

Lost

2009-11-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

yo sup
accidentally twisted my ankle slightly yesterday during training
iced it yesterday and today. i think getting better
hope can play match on monday
didnt train much today cos of the sprain
did some exercises and passing and stretching
bathed. saw some ahs band people in vj playing games and stuffs
after that bus-ed to paya lebar for lunch.
then discussed things about team night with seniors then went for organ lesson
was like super tired then man.
then got new song to play, quite fast one.
hard sia zzz.
dinner with family at tampines 1.
bought ankle guard also
in case need on monday and for the future also lol =/

back to the thinking days again
lots of stuffs running through my mind now and then.
but still, enjoying my holidays. hahhahah
think i prolly cant get a job le la.
none suit my timing also. D;
shall just spend them on doing useful things
afffff
back to the thinking on my own
gd nighttt

what a difference

2009-11-18T23:01:00.002+08:00

yo sup
life is really quite sian now.
other than having training which is fun la. but not training 24/7 also
lol
morning wake up eat breakfast then dunno what to do already. -.-
anyway, today's training was fun lol
its like a far cry from table tennis trainings that i had in sec1 and 2, even though i go for very little trainings =/
table tennis trainings is like so dam sian. coach and seniors and people all dont care you, just play yourself
soccer now is like everyone 1 team, so much more fun.
shouldnt have joined tabletennis >.>
too late to regret though...
anyway after training today went to uncle's house to celebrate my aunt's bday
well, didnt turn out as good as i thought it would
my uncle and aunt(other aunt lol) quarrelled, again.
keep like fighting.. then my cousin like tio abuse or w/e.
zzzz sucks. and my little cousin is like there screaming cos my aunt and uncle both shouting.
no peace and stuffs. zzzz
lucky they were doing it in the room
i was like super frustrated lor. so my cousins and grandma and parents cfm even more frustrated than me.
almost wanted to shout to ask them to stopped
but then later become i kena scolded >.>

back home now, and my parents just quarrelled
over what you know?
over what exactly is porridge/congee/zhou or w/e in dialect and stuffs
wtf. seriously
adults are so weird. they quarrel over the slightest things.
if my life in the future is just like that
i'll just die lmao
affff
prolly will try to ask for j1 notes to read and stuffs
life is really boring at home.

the 4 aspects

2009-11-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

yo sup
finally cleared my table which was full of worksheets and textbooks and many many school-related stuffs
threw like so many papers away.
but i still have alot in my cupboard zzz
anyway today's training wasnt as tiring. hahaha
quite fun.
ended quite late so reached home at like 9.40
i should spend more time sleeping.
i have eyebags. and its holidays-.-

anyone wanna go out? if theres anyone reading this-.- lol
boring at home in the morning and early afternoon cos not having training.
must work harder in trainings.
like keep never run and stuffs.
cos quite tiring sometimes. zzz
no stamina ftl.
technique, intelligence, discipline, personality
important for soccer
now must learn dam alot of things
lol k im dam random
super bored now
should go sleep
must get rid of the eyebags -.-

match at stadium + church jumbo sale

2009-11-15T12:07:00.002+08:00

back again...
too lazy to finishing posting yesterday lol
training was tiring as usual, but fun.
at least got play match awhile and 1v1 training. but then didnt do much, cos couldnt catch up with the pace.
im like so unfit >.>
anyway eat a bit at vj, bathed then bus-ed to kallang leisure park
ate at subway. slacked there for quite long also.
then walk around
went up to dunno where in the shopping mall to play cards and stuffs
but then later tio chase out cos it was private property? or something. cant rly rmb....
walked around lor. nothing much also
slacked outside cinema while some of them were playing at the arcade
brought food to stadium to eat
slacked awhile there while waiting for those buying pastamania..
watched the thai ppl warm up and stuffs
the match was quite frustrating, but quite fun to watch i guess
cos cannot feel this kinda thing at home while you watching alone. lol
after that took mr lim's car to aljunied mrt then went home lor

woke up early today again cos got church
went to service
after that was jumbo sale which is like some funfair
ate lunch there
played some games also
not bad la..
anyway what they earn is for church renovation fund so just have fun there lor

im like super tired now. zzzzz :(
body ache like siao -.-
k must get used to it
trainings all so tiring lol
anyway.......
im going perth next year :D
and hongkong/china end of this year
hahhaha. this holiday seems to be really fun.
k gtg.
going shopping soon. lol
byeeeee!

post o levels

2009-11-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

yo suppp

finally o levels over. lol

kinda late. but was too busy to update

now also not much time to update about what i did ytd and today

well, after chem paper 1 yesterday went to 201 to eat macs with kellyanne jamie huituan and lixuan

and i accidentally spill my whole cup of milo on the floor

lol was so paiseh.. got another cup in the end

after that rushed home to get my stuffs and change

then went to xinwei's house with them

slacked there awhile

watched them play mahjong and played with xw's dog lol

then went to bedok

fetched jiawei jiahao gavin and jon to east coast

and it was raining and sht so it sucked

then rushed to training at vj

quite tiring.

gym-ed awhile after drills

went off early cuz had to rush to bbq

bathed there then went to bbq

walked for a freaking long 45mins to get there, after taking a bus

lucky didnt walk from vj all the way there, if not take like 1hour +

killer walk after a tiring training-.-

anyway bbq awhile there with clan mates

was ok la. but a bit quiet and nothing to do lol

dad came to fetch me home after that

next day aka today.....

woke up early to go for training

shall update the rest tmr. freaking tired now-.- gd night

i want a dog!

2009-11-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

been thinking for a long time about having a dog

and i really really really wanna have one >.>

but then now the situation of the family doesnt give me much hope of having one anytime soon..

told my mum but then like cannot D;

im so gonna get one, even if i'll do so only after my education >.>

anyway.

tmr's last day of o levels alr.

kinda fast..

it was like a few days ago when i took the english paper.

post o levels will be fun but tiring at the same time

training, working maybe, or just going out with friends/family

i wanna learn some stuffs also.

we'll see.

actually also not much time..

not even 3months and we'll be heading to jc.

quite fast.... plus going overseas also..

k night

currently unfit

2009-11-09T17:10:00.002+08:00

back after a long time
isnt exactly 5 weeks after my previous post
but an early comeback is fine i guess lol
been exercising quite often this few days
last wednesday went to run for like around 2.8km
saturday morning went to run.. but only 1.6km cause chest pain after running 4 rounds... zz
dunno why also. maybe another problem? >.>
pray that it isnt..
yesterday went to swim for around 1.3km with my family
today went to swim again for around 2.1km with serene
lol. i feel that im much darker now >.>
my neck is strained at the back
quite pain if i move it.
another injury-.-

i havent studied for physics tmr.
really gonna die.
ZZZz
why is studying so hard now at such a crucial time..
anyway, starting training this friday.
have to start working hard already.
another step closer to my dream.
hahhaha
k should start doing physics
or try to.
must learn to control my frustration
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk cya

cya 5weeks later

2009-10-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

title says it all.
good luck for o levels.
cya.

further and further.

2009-10-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

yo sup.
just back from my uncle's house at simei
had a family gathering of some sort.
cos my grandpa from china came back last thurs 1/10
then today is like a family gathering to get back together.
my grandma isnt feeling well, sick for a few days le.
everyone's worried.
dinner was nice as usual. my uncle is a pretty good cook :D
after dinner was the usual chat session, among the adults only.
sadly our generation now. my cousins didnt really talk much...
3 of them didnt come. 1 of them just played on his nintendo ds the whole time.
and 1 more, the oldest, was about doing his own stuffs till the last half hour.
at least got talk abit then.
im thinking....
'thiry years later, will things be the same with us, the next generation?
or will we not recognise each other even though we are side by side?
even though i really hope for the best,
the future seems to be bleak'
haizzz. really sucks.

psle is ending tmr. envy my cousin grace like mad.
how i wish o level starts tmr. >.>
was feeling quite down just now.
until i read the bible.
flipped randomly and happen to go to psalms 33:12-22
dunno why but makes me feel very secure and safe....
idk how to explain.

these few days keep thinking about soccer.
i think friday's workout sorta reignited, if thats the right word to use, my passion for soccer.
now cant wait to get out onto the field to play.
for that, i must get through the next 5weeks.
my motivation, finally.
off to do work.... cya!
i will be there..
God, I trust and have faith in you.

15days to go!

2009-10-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

yo suppp
spent the whole of ytd, which was like just almost 2hours ago study
went out at ard 8 to meet grace. had breakfast then studied
tuition at 12
left at around 1.40
met up with kellyanne at macs at tamp mart and had lunch
studied for like 3hours+ i think?
then dinner at nearby hawker.
homed after buying some durian, which i will eat tmr :D

dunno why but i feel super hungry now-.-
i think cos i ate very little. cant help it
eat too much later gain more weight D;
lol. my ribs/chest also hurting.
shoulders also
hahahha, should get used to it.
anyway, feels quite good.
at least it means that i did work out a little.

hmmmmmmm, chiong study again tmr.
can't wait for post o levels activities...
i so wanna play soccer ^_^
played only ytd, and im alr missing it. @_@
i am in such great mood. but then theres a little bit of weird feeling. dunno how to say.
okkkk nvm, off to sleep.
gotta wake up in 7hours to start work.
have to keep moving.
gooood night!

if only...

2009-10-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

how i wish to have the ability to read people's mind.
then i wouldn't have to spend so much time wasting brain cells thinking about everything.
knowing that in the end,
all of that is just another dream.

how i wish things can just be plain simple,
like how it seemed to be at the surface.
but this can never happen,
because deep down, it is a totally different story.

how i wish i can be full of wisdom,
so that i can know about every other thing that i dont know.
but it is impossible,
because i am just another human.

VJC OPEN HOUSE!

2009-10-09T22:18:00.003+08:00

yo sup
just bathed not long ago.
hahahah
today was a rather long day
went to school a little late. cos 1st lesson was a.math and no point to rly be there lol
reached at like 8.45 just nice for history
school ended at like 1.15 then slacked in class
did some a.math but it was pretty much fail
super tricky questions zzz
after that went to vjc with jiahao at like 3+
reached there at 3.50
met up with the soccer team
watched the performances awhile then went out onto the field
played for super long 2hours +
passing, shooting, goalkeeping, minimatch.
super tired after that lol
slacked in canteen for awhile then went home.

long time didnt play soccer alr
so it was enjoyable, even though tiring.
but i spent all my time playing, i didnt walk around the school.
super regret zzzzzzzzz.
shoulda walked around first with my parents.
oh wellll its over.
should head to bed
studying early tmr. :D
gd nighttt!

why do i get the feeling that it, the reality, is not what i think it is?

i am in need of money :(

2009-10-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

yo sup
went to ljs this morning to meet grace to study
studied for awhile then went to a.math tuition
after that did some work at home
went to organ lesson. not bad i think
at least i can play the song, breaking free, but kinda messy D;
went to ask about the man utd magazine but still no stock. >.>
spent the night burning candles outside my house with my bro and cousins cos today mooncake festival
gloria was kinda afraid of the fire but after awhile got quite comfortable with it. :D
had quite a bit of fun.

i think im gonna walk home everyday from the interchange if i go to school
i need to save money!
should eat less also.
need to save up quite a bit
cos end year going to hong kong and guang zhou
lucky both places got accomodation provided, aunt's house!
so can save up abit.
but air ticket still quite ex.
hoping to save up to 200 or something by end of year.
now only got like 50 after 3 weeks like that.
lol.

anyway,
VJC OPEN HOUSE THIS FRIDAY 9TH OCT
everybody plz go and just see see. :D
lol.
i wanna go there see if can play soccer abit
itching to play like mad.
been a long time since i last played D;

oh well. off to go read the bible and sleep. kinda late alr
good night all~

last day of lessons as a class?

2009-10-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

yo sup..
back again.
last day of lessons today as a class prolly
cos since half or more of the class is on study break next week.
so prolly wont see the whole class together.
i guess thats it. 4 years. lol.
seemed pretty fast in the end.
seemed like orientation was just a months ago. and i hated that camp-.-
for no particular reasons...
last pe as a class was ytd.
spent it playing basketball with the girls
good workout as usual. but i think i ran less :(

aff. been thinking.
maybe i'll think of what happened in school today years later.
like playing bomberman during english in comp lab
or being called again and again during chemistry by ms chan.
lol.. quite sad ar....
but life has to go on.
and off i go.

enough of slacking, time to focus

2009-10-02T17:16:00.002+08:00

yo sup
blogger is screwed? dunno why cant post photo lol
wanted to post photo on my ultra big ulcer. >.>

less than a month to o levels alr
but i suddenly seem to deprove like mad in everything
super careless in a.math and e.math..
some questions which are kinda simple also cannot do. zzz
chem quite ok i think, only need more practices.
physics.... deproved, i think might not get even a2 for o levels if i dont work hard
bio, lol no hope? unless i study it la... but 25days more only.... still thinking if i should give up =/
english. hope got good compo titles. the rest prolly just see if i can do or not lor... idk what to expect also.
hist and ss is like cannot predict. mid years A1. prelims C6. epic drop? no idea. just keep studying i guess..

ZZZZZZZZ.
my bro keep playing games. daaaaam.
and i cant study. i also play-.-
affff. off to do some stuffs. cya

worrying for her future

2009-09-27T12:10:00.002+08:00

yo sup
went to sunplaza park this morning with the kids from my church
there was a short praise and worship session, followed by a puppet show.
my cousin, gloria, seemed to be enjoying herself during the puppet show.
kept laughing, cos it was hilarious.
after that had games.
first 1 was the crush newspaper thingy. not bad.
after that was the game where we had to use the beach ball to play.
dunno why gloria was afraid it was gonna burst like a balloon would so she didnt play.
accompanied her while the others were playing.
then had the bean bag and the blindfold game.
at first gloria didnt wanna play.
but in the end my mum persuaded her to.
was great looking at her play. lol.
after that had poison ball for awhile.
but was super confusing?
they didnt rly know how to play la. so just anyhow.
then had passing parcel... then just free time awhile.
during that time gloria also didnt do much. like keep alone......
zzz.
ive been thinking for a super long time.
what will happen in the future.
like now cos shes young ppl will give her special attention
but it wont happen when she is older.. right?
im dam scared next time she will tio bully and stuffs....
hoping that she can be just another normal kid.
now, i can only pray and hope God will heal her.

moving away from that.
ytd evening went to tm for organ lessons, even though i was a little unwell
after that went to see the mooncakes at tm first floor.
and wanna know what happened?
my dad and i were looking at 1 stall or booth or w/e you call it.
they were selling durian mooncakes.
then this woman, a mother of 2 if im not wrong asked to try it.
so the person gave her a sample to try.
then after she try she put the toothpick on top of the fridge thingy where they put the mooncake
then the person selling the thing was like
'erm excuse me the dustbin is over there' *points at the dustbin*
then the woman took the toothpick and just anyhow throw towards the dustbin
and it DIDNT DROP IN.
but she turned around and walked away anyway.
my dad was right infront of the dustbin and he was like WTHECK?!?? kinda of expression.
the saleswoman saw also and was like. @_@ wow?!??
and i was like wtf is her problem? i kept staring at her after that.
shes a dam mother and if shes like that, her kids will be the same too, right?!?
no wonder ms chan was talking about how bad generation z will be.
now already got adults who are this bad....
and wanna know the best thing?
she had a tatoo on the back of her neck and her ankles.
prolly have some other tatoo on the body as well.
stupid person. the society is so freaking screwed up srsly.
having ppl like that. totally cant stand them.
made me super pissed off.
if i could.
i would have just punched her and told her off la.
but then i didnt. wouldnt wanna embarrass her or myself. lol

afff. just ranting.
off to go to some work and chill.
cya.

Giggs ftw! :D

2009-09-26T23:26:00.002+08:00

true that.
hes my soccer idol!! @_@

sickkkk

2009-09-26T15:40:00.002+08:00

yo sup
these few days not feeling well
since thurs i was kinda sick.. lol
ytd actually got mc, but still went to sch cos got mock exam.
daym im so hardworking. =/

gave a.math tuition a miss today
not exactly feeling very well when i woke up in the morning
now also like feeling a bit tired and got headache.
still considering if i should go for my electone lesson later.
cos i also wanna buy some stuffs.
but then go out come back sure even more tired-.-

being sick kinda sucks. unless you lose weight, like my bro
sick for 2days, lose 1 kg. zzz
why i cannot sia lol D:
maybe cos he was sleeping like almost throughout the whole day
and didnt eat much >.>
im like not that sick, but feel tired and headache. got cough and flu also.
wanna sleep also cannot sleep-.-
do work also cannot concentrate much.
zzzzz
need to chiong for o levels now also no mood

if only things can go my way
off to go do some stuffs.
and i think i should really do something..
something thats really important.......
ok bye

scholarship + visit to evan's church o_O

2009-09-21T16:39:00.003+08:00

yo sup
wastin time again
no mood to study.....
so i shall just post about sat and sun

saturday 19/9
went to royal hotel @ queen's for the hainan clan meeting or w/e
for students to get scholarship 1 la. idk how to say rofl-.-
the table i sat at was like, super not strategic. cant see stage-.-
only can see through the tv.. so quite boring lorr
sang the national anthem and the clan anthem or w/e for the 1st time
lol quite hilarious..
dinner was then served. not bad ba. quite nice
got some performances but couldnt see, anyway only need to hear cos they play music lol
after that had to collect the scholarship on stage
first is pri sch
then my bro go up cos they say go and like line up first
and guess what? while they were lining up, my bro's name got called
then dunno why he cannot go up cos ppl block
then the person kept calling. Lol
call 3 times then go to next person
then he go up.. LOl
and thats not all.
after that had extra money to be given out for those who did extra well for chinese during psle/o levels
my bro's name got called
and guess what my dad said.....
'not you la. hahaha, they saying o levels only....'
then my bro believed him-.-
then didnt go up
but actually is for psle also, and it was referring to him la... -.-
then after finish giving everyone he go up. LOL
he super suay this year. so malu sia both times.. =////
but well, in the end he got same amt as me
cos he got the 1 for chinese>.>
not fair sia last time i got A for psle i didnt get. but now he get A he get. D:
nvm next year can get i hope. for A2 >.>
aft that nth much alr then went home.

sunday 20/9
didnt go to church in the morning
instead met evan and cheryl at aljunied at 12.15.
cos i was going to their church
had lunch at a nearby hawker, then went to the church
had to fill in some newcomer's form thingy
then had praise and worship. kinda good i guess? lol.
but unfamiliar with the songs..
after that was sermon. not bad la.
message was clear
after that sing some songs again i think
thennn.... the super paiseh thing
they flashed up all the newcomer's name
then when call the name had to stand up
and evan and cheryl were like LOL-ing beside me, literally.
ZZZZZ then i had to stand up la when they called my name
super paiseh, cos i can't help not laughing either
and EVERYONE was staring at me. -.-
even though i didnt rly look up la
cos i was super malu.... zzzzz
after that broke up in to small groups for dunno what thing? lol
then had some short cell meeting
in which both i was warmly welcomed to. or w/e lol.
anyway was quite paiseh la....
but after awhile quite ok cos they all pretty friendly and stuffs
went home after that

k im rly bored now.
no one to rly chat to
everyone's like busy and stuffs
zzzz
off to have fun in my small lonely world.... if i can afford to have any

prelims was :( + newspaper collecting :)

2009-09-18T17:20:00.004+08:00

yo suppp
few days didnt update le..
got back all my prelims results
not very good i guess
must improve some more

English - 69.6 B3
Chinese - A2
A.math -80 A1
E.math - 83.4 A1
Chemistry - 77.8 A1
Physics - 74.2 A2
Biology - 60.8 B4
SS + History - 28+26=54 C6
L1R5 - 12
cos english and physics round up to A2 and A1, lol. if not get 14. sucks
and my combine humans screwed up la
mid years got A1, prelims C6
drastic change ftl zz :(
so.... i need to improve by alot in the next 5weeks
and hopefully do better for o levels lor

wednesday 16/9
assembly was the student council investiture
super draggy
then cos i sitting just beside the aisle
then the junior sc walk and stand at the aisle cos introduce something la
i disturbed her a bit, but she didnt reply lol -.-
nth much actually
got dances and short clips and stuffs
not bad la, but it was like 1.5hr long -.-
after that went to simei to give out fliers
my block is the 4 floors block
but got 3 diff lifts so need to walk here and there
but still quite fast finish
and you know what? after finishing
we saw our flier on the floor zzzzz
must be the aunty throw down 1 lor, cos we hear her shout something then walk then saw that paper there D;
bus-ed home after that

friday 18/9
went to school to meet before going to simei to work as garang guni ppl
lollll
went ard block 139 to collect newspapers
not say alot la, but not that little either
cos quite a few units got no one inside >.>
after finish collecting went to help carry down a sofa Lol
then help to tie the newspapers together
took quite some time
finished up then carried everything on to the garang guni man's truck lol
took photo then went to jiahui's house to clean up
my grandma also came to buy me some food lol
so good of her right? hahaha love her like mad can
and she cook the food is dam nice!!
hahaha
anyway.....
went to seoul garden at ehub with cheryl jiahui cecilia serene kellyanne jamie and huituan
it stinks there-.-
and the food isnt exactly nice, but isnt disgusting either
just average baa
but quite fun
ordered super alot of food thanks to kellyanne loool
and ate till like super full
plus before that i ate and drank the food my grandma gave me >.>
so eat until can vomit sia lol
super duper full
after that paid the bill, $14 per person. lol
went to take bus to white sands with jiahui and serene
walked around while
went to popular
then my dad fetched me home
and im posting now lol

not going to the games convention tmr
too tired
i should go and run in the morning tmr
i feel super bad eating so much today -.-
k off to go sleep, super tired.
bye!!!!!!~~~~~

gone before you know it

2009-09-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

6weeks more.
if i dont do anything.
i'll really get the heartbreak that i got today next year.
better start doing something....

pain....

2009-09-11T22:30:00.002+08:00

yo sup
went back to school to get results today.
dont rly wanna talk about it..
after that went to my uncle's house cuz my uncle bringing my grandma to see doctor
then only left maid and cousins at home..
slacked there, sadly
was supposed to study, but failed. zz
after that went out to white sands to eat dinner
saw janus, choon siang and victor at the sports thingy there o_O
ate till quite full =/
after that went to see the condo that my aunt bought..
its still under construction-.-
like 2years later then can get..
oh ya anyway wanna know something cool?
my aunt is getting married to a guy who has the same bday as her.
and the wedding day is on their bday..
so its like. will have 3 cakes???!
1 wedding cake. 1 bday cake for my aunt. 1 bday cake for my future uncle. lol
cooooool.

no pain is worse then the pain inflicted on one's heart.
so true???
dunno why my heart feels so dam pain.
zzzzz
off to sleep off all my worries and thoughts...
good night

09/09/09

2009-09-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

yo sup
today was supposed to be a gud day
cuz of the date.
but i didnt do anything but play at home
and do a bit of work lol
just posting for fun. cuz im bored waiting for my dumb desktop to open the a.math ws on heymath
super noob computer. zzzzz
and i wasted like 30mins but in the end havent print anything..
then now just printed 2 pages...
i coulda slept an extra 1hour if this continues...
k tmr must chiong maths like siao
off to finish printing all the math ws.
wow the internet browser closed again
greattttttttt
seems like im not gonna get my sleep anytime soon
zzzzzzzzzzz bbbbb

in need of motivation.

2009-09-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

yo sup
another wasted day
lol
went to east point to have leg/foot massage
wahh i tell you
the person massage and press or w/e
till dam pain
plus my right foot the skin like break
can see like red line, i think its the blood or sth
lol super pain when she press
massage my shin that time also
dunno how she press
pain until i want to kick her lollll =/
but in the end still managed to overcome the pain.. or w/e LOl

i was supposed to sleep at 10 today
cos im having lack of sleep
but i failed, again-.-
k tmr must wake up at 9 to STUDY.
i need someone to motivate me 24/7 .
zzzzzzz
i need to go do quiet time tmr morning before i study
then got the mood to study
just some random rant
cuz im bored
and........
i had another weird dream ytd, but not a violent one.
k off to sleep..
wonder what dream i'll get ltr. lol
goooooood nightttt!

stuffed with ice cream yet again

2009-09-07T21:17:00.003+08:00

yo sup
havent been updating..
no time to do so lol
exercised quite a bit these few days..
fri night went to run for around 3km plus..
sat morning went to swim for about 2km with grace evan and karen..
need to do more of these kinda stuffs.
though its kinda tiring.
ytd went to go tie da cos i think my right foot got recurrence of injury,
and my neck was kinda strained
quite shiok after that, even though the process was pain lol

today went to ion to have ice cream buffet again.
but this time it was with my grandma, dad, mum, aunt, bro and 2 cousins
this time ate more..
cos my mum's friend there i think gave us free food
curry chicken rice and seafood kway teow
so didnt eat so much sweet stuffs in the end
after that went to botanic gardens to walk around while
but it was quite late already
so quite dark, nothing much to see, just walk walk lor
then went home

apart from all that..
i think there's something wrong with me >.>
yesterday had a super violent and sadistic dream o_O
which caused me to be super weird today
dunno why also
super weird, can still rmb everything so vividly =/

should start to study and do work alr
feel like i wasted the first 3 days of this super short holiday -.-
better start tmr.
i dont wanna regret when i get back my o levels results
off to do some work
bbbbbbyeeeeee!
still, im searching for it.

Ice cream buffet @ swensens

2009-09-04T18:55:00.002+08:00

yo sup
prelims are over!
meaning that......
its nearer to o levels!
which means.....
its nearer to the END of o levels!
hahaha
after bio paper1 went to swensens at ion with karen evan grace josephine annabel and lynn.
went there to have ice cream and dessert buffet!
waaa i tell you
eat until wanna die
all the sweet stuffs like ice cream and cakes..
eat until i wanna vomit alr
even though it wasnt that much
felt super bloated after that
its not bad la. but too sweet le
next time should add some salty stuffs in the buffet >.>

anyway after that went to walk around
went to borders
couldnt find my man utd season review cd D:
after that didnt really feel very well cos of the buffet and my stomach acting weird
in the end didnt do much then went home
just practiced electone for awhile just now
losing my skills alr Lolol
need to prac drums also.
no suddenly got the urge to go play soccer
maybe i should, during this 1 week break
or else really will lose touch sia .. zz
ok la nth much to say also
running later, swimming tmr!
cyaaaaaa~

guitar hero! lol

2009-09-03T19:04:00.002+08:00

yo suppp
went to yirong's house after physics paper 1, coz it was his bday lol
went there with cheryl evan yongchen janus choonsiang clement and yirong-.- lol
played guitar hero! lol
not bad ar
at least had some fun there
played the drums until my right hand super strained and tired coz so fast >.>
then play the guitar abit
went home at like 3.30

tmr's last day of prelims alr
after bio paper1 gonna go ion eat :P
then after that have to start to study for o levels le
53 days left!
better treasure the time to study now and stuffs then regret later
okkk gonna go do my stuffs alr
cyaaaaa~

screw bio....

2009-09-02T17:14:00.002+08:00

yo sup
bio paper today was crap
fell asleep half way
woke up and still dunno how to do a lot of questions-.-
e.math was okk i think, hope theres no careless mistakes...
after school went to eat at ljs with jessie
lol chat for a long time
walked ard t1 then went home

nowadays my stomach keep dam pain sia
dunno whats in it -.-
super uncomfortable sometimes
physics paper 1 tmr.
i should just sleep now and study later or tmr morning
since im not taking chinese
oh ya, i have english tuition later-.-
k got to go now
byeeeeee!

bro sick; bio sucks. -.-

2009-09-01T18:21:00.003+08:00

yo sup....
went out today for theory lesson
then went to bedok to meet karen and evan
had curry chicken noodles @ hawker centre then went to library to study
annabel came half way
did only like 4 chaps of bio there?
zzzzz, so gonna die tmr.
i still have e.math tuition in an hour. -___-

my bro is sick
with a fever of like...... 39 - 40 degrees.
and he has been on his bed since yesterday 11+, till now.
at least when im at home la.
zzzzz. wondering when he will recover
dam sian when hes sick and stuffs =/

sian. im missing primary school days like mad
lol, it was fun.
and thinking back is really hilarious, and also quite err. saddening? lol
dunno how to say la.
miss the teachers that taught me
miss the times we had in the classroom
miss the assembly we had in the hall
miss the times when we played soccer together on the big field
miss the times when we had super long pe lessons after streaming during p4
miss the times when we had house practices
miss the days when i was monitress during p1 LOl
miss the times we had recess in the small canteen
miss the times where we had to go to science labs for experiments
miss the times where we had aces during national day lol
miss the jokes we had as a class
miss the times we spent as a class
and many other things...
zzzz
sian lol
aaaaaaaaa
off to go to e.math tuition
bye!

back to EVPS for teachers day '09!

2009-08-31T17:18:00.008+08:00

yo sup!
changed skin cuz the previous one was screwed. hahaha

anyway..
today woke up at like 5+ so that i could reach sch by 6.45
wore my blue man utd jersey!
brought the boards to sch
decorated and stuffs
celebrations in the main school hall was ok i guess
quite funny actually, not bad
the dances were very entertaining. lol
kinda enjoyed it
ended at like 9+ i think
rushed back to class to finish all the cards and then went to canteen to give the cards to the teachers
and also gave them the cake to eat. yeap.
not so bad ba, every teacher had a cake and a card.
gave to all except mrs lee cuz she didnt come-.-

after that went to evps with wenjie
in the end realised that only at 1+ then can go in
and need to wear sch uni
so decided to go home and take pe shirt then meet the rest at macs at twcc
in the end reached macs quite early
awhile then candice, danny, alster and lyvia came
then vivi and jelene and jingqun came
chat awhile then bought food to eat
left macs at ard 12.50 and walked back to evps
reached there when their celebrations kinda ended so managed to get into the canteen
waaaaa, all the store owners there still same sia. and the canteen is super small i realised-.-
the teachers didnt come out yet
so we went to walk around in the classroom block
and the guard kept shouting at us to get out LOl
was like thinking back when i was still there as a student when walking ard
so emo, Lol!
went to the HOD room but no one in side.
saw the science and computer labs and 'the loft' aka the amphitheatre(idk how to spell-.-) last time. lol
in the end went down
after awhile some teachers came out
not bad la this year at least the guard dint chase us out and stuffs
so managed to see and chat with mr wang, ms yong, mrs berger and mrs ernie lol.
was quite fun chatting with them
like after so long then see them again. lol
and they can rmb me!!! :D
after that rukkumani also came and wewalk around the school again
went to the hall
still got the steps at the back Lol!
miss the times when we were in there man
doing aces or w/e and stuffs. D;
well time passes
iman and irfan then also came, lol
after taking some pictures and chatting
decided to go buy drinks
then after that went home.
fun day i guess.
well, going back to pri sch is always enjoyable.
too bad most of the teachers went off le.
oh well, should organise some chalet like hongwen and jac say
and invite all the teachers, better like that. hahaha
ok the pictures.....

us and mr wang!

us with mr wang, mrs berger and ms ernie in the 'ecogarden' LOl

us in the hall, sitting on the steps

another one

a so called 'formal' shot. Lol

a closer one? lol.

we were err, leaning to a side? lol

and thats us leaning to one side again.

taking photos on the roots of the huge tree

a second try at it

curry 'leave' tree. no wonder evps is a lousy school..

some random photo, lol

ah, that big tree, and junyuan's construction behind going on

oh look, a tree sticking out of the .. err, wall? Lol

no idea whats that. multi racial stuffs i think?

no more pics alr.

off to go slack awhile.

cya!

reliving the memories

english oral + drumming in main service

2009-08-30T14:44:00.004+08:00

yo sup.
i was supposed to be not posting but, nvm.
hahhaha
anyway...
prelims is gonna end in another 5days
and its just mostly slack papers left. cept bio
so far okok only
screwed up some paper, could have done better in most of them, but its over so nvm
hahaha.

20/8/09 - thurs

waiting in school for like 3hours after english paper for..
o levels english oral
and go into tower hall still had to wait for like 1hour plus.
and it was kinda cold?
but at least i wasnt nervous in the tower hall
both examiners were malay woman
passage was ok i guess
picture was average? like nothing much to say. just a science lab in school
convo was super weird. weird questions like
'tell me about a time when you were asked to do something difficult' and 'why do you think ppl lose friends'
something like that la
i just anyhow say lor.
well, at least its over now.

28/8/09 - fri
went to run in the evening with my aunt at tamp stadium
ran for like 3km plus in like. 25-30mins
after that was super tired lol
bathed then went to tm to eat
after that went home again
my aunt came to bake new york cheesecake!
quite fun doing lah, even though i was super tired after that and fell asleep on the sofa -.-
baked 2 cakes. 1 for my aunt's friend cuz it was her bday the next day
and 1 for ourselves! :D
in the end i slept before it was done
cuz had to put in oven and stuffs, yeap
its nice sia, ate it the next day. hahaha
super cheesy!

30/8/09 - sunday
woke up pretty early in the morning
went to church to get ready for drumming the main service!
practiced the day before for like 1hour with the team
so i guess not so bad.
played 4 songs.
kinda fun, enjoyed it alot
need more of this kinda oppotunities really. hahaha
and they might be coming up soon, maybe.
after that stayed for quite awhile in church
helped out my dad to clean up the place and pack the refreshment items
and chat awhile with some people there
hmmm, kinda realised some stuffs after that.
but shall just keep it to myself lol=/

teachers day celebrations tmr
and its be yourself day
so i can wear my man utd jersey to school :D
oh ya, man utd 2 -arsenal 1. hahahah
didnt watch
but man utd didnt seem to play very well
but luckily, still its a win
okkk, gonna go study bio alr
bbbbb

chinese o levels results = A2

2009-08-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

yo sup
ok so today we got back our o levels chinese results
and...... i got A2
lose to most of the class ppl la
like most of the class got A1
but im still quite satisfied i think?
but it still sucks when most of the people around you beats you
so....
im gonna mug hard for o levels
like really hard
i promise im not gonna post after this till o level ends
even though many ppl say i got dsa and stuffs
but then, i still wanna get the results that i want

after o levels i shall enjoy as much as possible
as a reward to myself
hahaha.
hmmmmm, its 3pm alr
cya, when o level ends.

wow shocking

2009-08-18T19:32:00.000+08:00

yo sup
school today was rather short
cuz had health check up in the morning
did nth much ba
just check eye
and you know what?
the nurse say i got almost PERFECT eyesight
Lol, then say i dont really have to wear specs -.-
then the rest of the lessons all quite slack ba
didnt do much also

after school went to lynn's house to study awhile
at least did like almost half of venice
shall try finishing by tmr.
im so tired
and prelims havent even start

getting back chinese o levels results back tmr
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
have to get myself mentally prepared
although its gonna be quite expected la
hahahah

anyway
today got the nominate prom king and queen in the class thing
dam gay sia lol
wanna back out also cant -.-
cant even imagine myself going to prom in a dress man. @_@
LOLLLLL

hahahah k
gonna go eat, im super hungry
cyaaaaa~

drop out of electone?

2009-08-16T12:10:00.009+08:00

yo sup
few days since ive posted
kinda lazy to post nowadays
cuz im too tired
and id rather spend time sleeping than updating.
okkk so...

wed 12/8
went to swensens after school to study
cuz my mum was working there that day
had lunch there.
and studied physics also at the same time
hahaha
the butterfly prawns

and my baked chicken rice or w/e its called.

after awhile, its all goneee. lol. i ate so much @_@

lol thats just a random photo that i took cuz i was bored =/

i was sitting at the corner, a private corner cuz my mum requested for me Lol!

anyway, it wasnt a very good environment to study

cuz it was quite noisy.

so went off after awhile

friday 14/8

went to airport to study after school with evan karen yijing annabel

ate at popeyes then went to the viewing mall at t3 to study hahahha

half way went to a shoe shop to ask for some shoe box

cuz evan needed them

it was hilarious

yijing was like 'excuse me do you have shoe boxes? cuz we need it for an environment project.......'

LOl, then the woman was like ok lemme go check

then gave us 2. hahahhaa

was trying super hard not to laugh >.>

studied awhile then went home lor

ok la, im lazy to post anymore le. bloody hungry

off to eat LUNCH.

byeeee

i will, but will you too?

1 day cold war over

2009-08-11T18:32:00.003+08:00

yo sup
i think my cold war with my parents are over.
pretty quick this time. lol
we're gonna receive our o levels cl results anytime this week
kinda got mentally prepared that i'll have to retake it alr
so no matter what i get its ok. hahahah
unless i get an A la. then i'll be over the moon.
but whats the chance >.>

my whole body is aching like mad
but i didnt really exert myself
except for saturday
i wanna go for a massage soon
all my muscles like tensed up.
going home today was kinda funny
lol. walked with xinwei yirong yongchen clement down hill
with charis and rizvan infront.
we were like having some horny talk. Lol!
hilarious srsly.
hahahahha
off to bath, dinner's gonna be served soon!

what if we were still friends?
what if we never had a relationship?
what will things be like now?
i'm still wondering;
still hoping deep down inside......

outin with 2E peeps and whole day of madness on sat

2009-08-09T15:28:00.002+08:00

yo sup
past 2 days were really packed to the max
but then, im not very tired still.
lets see..

7/8 friday
started off with national day celebration in school hall
kinda boring cause theres no parade and us sec4s dont get the chance to do the every year perform thingy.
just sang some songs, marching in of national and sch flags, recollections, prayer, speech by dr boon
well, all boring
and it was summed up by...
TREE PLANTING
which is equally boring, just that we were standing up now, lol
everything ended at like 9+
so went off to dhoby ghaut with karen grace yijing josephine annabel eleanor yohana lynn
bought the tickets to UP at cathay then went to have lunch at plaza singapura
had subway @ yoshinoya, went to play arcade
walked around to waste time
eleanor left for tuition
then jiayun joined us and we went to watch UP
okok la. kinda funny, sorta like the plot. but i was very tired while watching though i didnt doze off

after the movie yijing yohana lynn went off
the rest of us train-ed to bugis to meet chelsea
walked around iluma for awhile
and finally stopped at benten cafe to eat, if im not wrong
5 of us shared a pizza
after that we went our own separate ways
chelsea jiayun annabel went to national library
while me grace karen josephine headed home by train
reached home at like 7+ i think
quite a long day, but fun.

8/8 saturday
woke up at a super early hour, 6.45. ok maybe not that early, but i was kinda tired.
met up with grace at tampines swimming complex at 7.40
and guess what, it was closed!
well, it opened at 8. so we just sat at the entrance
and surprisingly theres quite a lot of people sia. hahah
swam for like 1hour+, 20 laps + tread water a little
was kinda slow cuz i was tired. =/
after that bathed and went to kfc at tampines interchange for breakfast
i was SUPER HUNGRY
had a super funny time there lol
went to macs to get butter/stirrer/salt for breakfast hahahaha
talked quite a bit, studied quite a bit too =/ lol
went for tuition at 11 plus
intensive math cum a.math tuition till 3+
it was tough =/

rushed home to drop off my wet clothes and got some stuffs to study
my dad fetched me and kellyanne to airport t3 to study
met jamie and lixuan there
waited for quite awhile for a ah ma to get out of her seat.
but anyway, it was worth it? lolol cuz we sat there till like 10+
like 6hours+
studied A LOT of physics there.
and joked quite a bit also. it was kinda hilarious at times. hahahhah
had dinner at ard 8+ or 9 at the food court
then continued studying till 10+
felt super accomplished after that man. :D
train-ed home.
it was like 20mins after we went in then there'll be no more trains
so it was kinda late, i guess
as usual, bus-ed home from tamp inter.
reached home at like. 11.40
lucky wasnt scolded by parents =P
another super long day.
but super fun and worth it, cuz i studied physics!

oh ya anyway,
HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE
lol, im patriotic :D
watching the parade at home later,
first time in years doing it as a family
cuz normally we'd all go to my god parents house
cos there got nearer view of the fireworks, hahahah
and.....
its chelsea vs manchester united later
community shield, good run out for united, :D
okk, off to spend my country's 44th birthday Lolol
by sf-ing awhile. :P
cya!

achievement's day outing

2009-08-06T18:11:00.002+08:00

yo sup
kinda got over what happened ytd. -.- lol
but it sucks like mad.
zz

anyway, went out on tuesday with charis xinwei clement yirong
since it was achievement day holiday.
met up with charis at pasir ris interchange after theory lesson
went to yirong's house, dam its big, and so is clement's
had lunch at the hawker centre at elias mall then went back to yirong's house to play guitar hero
waaaa, the drums is dam fun la. lol. though its not the real drum(obviously)
but still good workout, the coordination part, yeap
played for quite long. got guitar and can sing also
super funny i tell you, when we playing. loool

after awhile got kinda bored
then went to xinwei's house
its also huge -.-
slacked around in this room then went to SWIM!
yirong didnt' swim though D:
at first didnt go in
until CHARIS PUSHED ME in >.>
lol. didnt really swim
cuz the pool is really small and shallow. hahahha
played around awhile
took photos and stuffs
i dont got the photos yet though.
charis will prolly post them up on her blog soon
anyway, swimming was fun!
wanted to bath in the public toilets there
but then it sucks la, no hook to even hook your plastic bag or anything-.-
so decided to go xinwei's house to bath, hahaha
while bathing i heard like some super loud squeaking noises
and after i came out then i realised it was the dog
cuz its tail got stucked in the door while it was about to close
and it secreted some super stinky liquid, ewww. =/
after bathing and all bus-ed to white sands to have manhattans
the food took super long to come sia, cus we were all super hungry >.>
the fish and chips was simply delicious, or maybe cause i was too hungry so everything was super gud to me. lol
after eating went to ntuc to buy some food
ok, actually only xinwei and clement bought la. hahhaha
after that went home sweet home.
was super tired, but it was a really fun day.

okkkk, about today
nothing much except pe
played basketball as usual.
ran like mad as usual, but didnt get any injuries even though i think i fell once or twice
was super funny sia
i keep dribbling around. then like gonna end
i dribble from 1 end to the other, then gonna reach alr i accidentally use my knee to hit the ball and it bounced away from me :(
lol super wasted.

tmr's national day celebration
theres tree planting, again -.-
o well, off to sf.

humiliated by mr yeow D:

2009-08-05T19:09:00.004+08:00

today was a super humiliating day, all thanks to mr yeow
wtf. long time since i got so embarrassed la..
stupid bio test so boring till i slept
then when mr yeow collect the paper i was sleeping
so he just took my paper
then got like ONE DROP of my saliva i think(its super funny if i think of it looooooooool)
then he waved to the class?
obviously everyone by then was like looking
i was like dam blur cuz like just woke up -.-
then i heard he tried to cut my hair also while i was sleeping
ZZZZZZZ
the next person whos gonna make fun of me cuz of that is so gonna get it from me

aaaaa, totally no face after that sia zz
now i will never forget mr yeow already.
and i promise I WILL NEVER EVER SLEEP IN ANY TEST THAT MR YEOW IS INVIGILATING
ok i just wasted my afternoon in front of my laptop
greatttttttt.
i shall not have dinner today and instead, study.
prelims are just round the corner D;
and i havent started
hope i wont get owned during prelims.

a gangster like you

2009-08-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

yo sup
went swimming ytd @ tampines swimming complex
swam about 1km and tread water ( is that how you spell it? o_O) for like 5mins plus w/ and w/o raising hands
quite tiring ar
i think i got small lungs >.>
and i kinda strained my neck will swimming, pro huh
then today keep like looking upwards, cuz look down will feel the strain -.-

something kinda shocked me today, a bit
kinda weird and stuffs, dont know how things will work out anyway
life is weird.
i think im gonna fall sick soon, if i dont got enough rest
sore throat sucks >.>
going out tmr, hope i'll be feeling fine.
didnt eat much for dinner, no appetite nowadays
all thanks to my mood.
off to sleep, gd night
'but i don't feel like letting go'

level bonding?

2009-08-01T21:57:00.004+08:00

yo sup
i think my dad's batch the whole sec 4 level is very bonded sia
30years after they graduated they're meeting up again, back in AHS
cool huh?
they invited their principal back, and like 30+ teachers
who are of cuz pretty old now. hahaha
and they got like a committee to organise all this bonding activities
and the dinner thingy that their gonna have soon is a super big thing
even got advertise in newspaper-.-
rich huh?
like many of them are like staying overseas and they specially come back just for this dinner

this make me wonder, even if 10years later whether i will be meeting back the same people in my batch
lol. hmmmmmmmm

_________________________________________________________________

shit, i just wasted like 40mins on the internet doing nothing much but chat and looking up random stuffs
i think i should rly stop playing until o levels are over.
after that, i really got A LOT of things to do
guess i should just put off all non-academic stuffs till after o levels
its alr less than 3weeks to prelims
can't stop now.

you made me worry

Sir bobby robson

2009-08-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

just saw news that sir bobby robson died.
quite sad ar, even though i dont quite know him
just know that hes a great man, loves football a lot.
k just being random.
what to do, im bored.
gud night

why?

2009-07-31T20:45:00.003+08:00

even my parents dont know what is going on in my life
how can i expect others to understand me
if someone could understand
i'll be really contented

but no, that doesnt happen.

so many questions
but no answer
how frustrating.

basketball madness

2009-07-30T17:09:00.002+08:00

yo sup
today was a rather long day i guess
pe was fun but kinda tiring
played basketball with the girls
lol kept running around till my stomach was dam pain
but was enjoyable, after so long without sweating out much during pe

chinese was lax as usual
a.math didnt do much
went through kinematics test that i didnt take cuz was on LOA
mr hamdan showed us some video from ted or something
kinda cool how those ppl thought up of these kinda stuffs
i'll be pondering over all those for weeks. lol

bought a oreo cheesecake jus now
the bag was huge man, like so much paper/plastic wasted
these kinda shops should have those kinda rebate thingy
like if you return 1 plastic bag in good working condition then they pay you 50cents or something
then can save earth lolol
but srsly, they'll save up on cost making them-.-

2 tests tmr
haiz, gonna go study
starting to lag a lot.
always keep no mood to study..
k bye

im heavy? D:

2009-07-28T17:21:00.003+08:00

yo sup
a pretty funny thing just happened
me and my bro were using the computers
then suddenly we heard someone keep repeating 'hello'
obviously it wasn't from anyone at home..
then we kept looking at each other, like super stunned
then my bro took out his phone from his pocket
and guess what? it was my aunt on the phone LOlol
plus it's on loud speakers-.-
so much for not locking the keypads..

anyway
today sch was ok i guess
got back ss test. 33/50
kinda screwing up all my test
got 4 more to take this week
hope i'll do well
and...
im gonna go running later
so much for gaining so much weight >.>
thanks ar kellyanne and lixuan lol
now i feel like im dam heavy like that :(
aw sht. i just rmb i can't do sports
cuz my right foot kinda injured
need time to recover. can't even run lol
shall swim on sunday.
cya

gud times catchin up

2009-07-27T17:51:00.000+08:00

yo sup
today was a short day at school
nothing much happened ba
got back chem test, and guess what
i failed. first time sia zzz
im starting to hate organic chem even more >.>

anyway, after sch went to white sands kfc to eat with charis yirong xinwei yongchen and clement
lol, long time didnt go out with them alr
talked quite a lot there, laughed like mad lol
good time to catch up with each other, lol
came home and slacked till now
going out soon to buy a new pair of shoes for school
the one i have now sucks
water keep going in when i step on wet floor -.-
and its kinda breaking apart.

history common test tmr D:

i'm too sensitive?

2009-07-26T10:04:00.003+08:00

zzzzz
just back from church, super early huh?
went off after half hour
totally super frustrated
im like an invisible person
...
sometimes ppl dont even give a sht about me, i think
even though when im right infront of them
or maybe,
im just plain useless.
which is equally sucky.
today is totally screwed just by that

and people say im too sensitive
well, i can't help it can i?
zzzzzz
maybe i should just quit, maybe.

off to ksf to vent my frustration and anger.

pe after so long

2009-07-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

yo sup
today was a pretty short day in school
cuz all the lessons pretty slack
english did ne quiz
chem went through ws or sth, i forgot lol
physics mr tam didnt come
pe played soccer with my bro and his friends
double chinese spent in library doing own work
a.math was pretty slack
and there wasnt any extra lessons cuz no chinese and a.math cancelled

recess was funny
all the 'getting caught by SC cuz of smuggling food back to class' thing -__-
should start saving money alr
keep eating so much these few days lol
my afternoon was wasted, in a way that i wasn't studying
was watching summary of man utd 07/08 season
looool

ok now back to math

what a frustrating day

2009-07-21T18:59:00.002+08:00

today was a super frustrating day
was like super tired after ytd and stuffs
then at the back of the classroom so dam hot
make me feel super pekchek and stuffs for the whole day zzz
but at least the chatting on the way home made me feel much better lol

hmmmmmm, i shall post some photos when im free
and now's not the time
tuition in like 45mins
zzzzzz.
chinese o level listening compre tmr
gotta listen real hard
and no napping during the paper.
hahahah

kkkkk cya

summary of weekends + today

2009-07-20T22:41:00.001+08:00

yo sup
im so dam tired now
went to vjc in the afternoon to play with vjsg during their testimonial match
kinda cool ba, gud experience
but im definitely lacking in stamina
can't run. even though its just 35mins

weekends were kinda tiring too
went to kl to watch malaysia XI vs manchester united
gud experience too
i wanna go againnnnn lol
next time, its old trafford
hahahah xD

oh well
off to study organic chem awhile
or maybe i should just go sleep.....

finally at sch after being on LOA

2009-07-17T20:07:00.001+08:00

yo sup
finally went to sch
lol
got lost in physics
the other subjects quite ok ba
chem ms chan keep calling my name LOl

yeap, anyway
off to malaysia tmr morning
gonna go watch man u!! :D
lol, cya all on sunday

uninstalled sf!

2009-07-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

yo sup
i just uninstalled sf. hahaha
from tmr rly is no sf le.
study study study
before i start to regret
its 3days later its 99 days to o levels? i think
lol so fast...

yet to finish all my homework
yet to study for ss mock exam tmr
gg sia srsly
tmr must chiong in school alr

on another note....
vice cap of vjc girls soccer team just called me
monday gonna go vjc to play a match with the seniors there
hahahah, hoping to impress! :D
maybe gonna have dinner with them too
bonding time? hahahah maybe
i so wanna have fun with them
zzz soccerrrrr lol

2 days more and i'll be in kl watching manchester united!
off to sleep now, finally theres school tmr
cya all

out during quarantine

2009-07-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

today was a more productive day compared to yesterday
and tmr will be a even more productive day compared to today
last day of quarantine tmr.
guess ill have to chiong finish all the homework

time to buck up

2009-07-14T18:04:00.002+08:00

today is another wasted day
woke up cuz the staff called me from general office-.-
im feel very tired even though im not going to school
probably cuz im on the comp even more and play much more
e-learning kinda screws me up even more
very soon its gonna be prelims
then o levels
nothing much on stake for me, except for pride? lol idk.
just do well so that ppl wont look down on me.
no wonder i lost the motivation that i had for mid years
gotta find it back
and i gotta start working
have to do it for myself and also, God.

haizzzz,
guess its time to really start working
and im not gonna be going back to games anytime soon,
promise.
now, off to do work, alone.

Marina barrage 11july

2009-07-13T15:04:00.025+08:00

yo sup
being quarantined at home sure suck
you get distracted easily
it isnt rly a good environment to study in
zzzz
and theres no one to ask if i dont know how to do a question D:

anyway...
just some photos from the marina barrage trip on sat evening with my family

the rainbow in the gloomy sky

magnified rainbow o_O

some random photos, see all the cranes there, there are alot of those stuffs there -__-

some model of how the reservior works or something. its raining!

the closed bridge thingy, holding the water in

them opening, kinda cool? haahhah

fully opened ones, letting water out of the 'reservior' and into the sea

the taps closed, supposed to suck the water out of the reservior and channel it to sea during high tide

the water flowing out of the tap. obviously-__-

some mini model of the city area and the marina barrage and stuffs yeap

then thers this place when you can take photo using the screen and camera fixed onto the wall

then we kept playing with it. LOl

then we could see our photo on another screen

hilarious mannn

thats me -.-

my cousin

and my bro

the marina bridge from on top. looks like its a never ending bridge lawl

a restaurant there with ppl eating. the food looks really good >.>

the meter showing the depth of the water.. its like 102-103 metres deep

thats the thing that will open and close to hold/let water out

happened to have the national day parade rehearsal and the helicopters carrying the national flag flew past

the 'view' from the bridge

the pipes there. lol. the lower 1 has like so much algae on it-.-

yeap thats all. nowwwwwww

maybe i should go TRY and study...

so much for being at home.... affff

sibu island photos

2009-07-12T11:55:00.016+08:00

yo sup
kinda bored now
some photos of my short trip to sibu island
only a few cuz the rest are with my aunt lol

the boring scenery we got in the car. palm tree after palm tree.

the scenery when we were taking the boat to sibu island

the kelong we saw on the way there. like some house in the middle of the sea, lol

the shore of sibu island with all the casuarina trees

the clear water? lol. there are some small fishes in there

more casuarina trees and the shore.

the place where we lived in. like some hut o_O

the deer that lived under the air con thingy. lawl

the goat that never left its place, 2 days i was there it always stood there-.-

some birds in the cage

a random deer, there were like super alot of deers there for deer feeding Lol

the archery place, super small though -__-

a peacock, obviousuly-.-

the hotel lobby, kinda plain

the huge pipes along the causeway that carries water from johor to singapore, lol

the immigration and checkpoint building, seems like some fortress o_O

more photos on another day ba, when i get them -__-

off to do some workkk

end of week 2 term 3 D:

2009-07-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

yo sup
this week finally ended
kinda tiring ba
but i guess im used to it already
hahahahh
started studying officially for o levels ytd -__-
actually i realised i can study quite fast?
as in 1 day can do quite alot lol
english mock exam today was quite lame
finished the compre in like 30 mins?
then slept awhile lawl
did summary after that but gave up half way
i was like only 3/4 through and alr had 180 words-.-
so slack lor, like quite hard to do the summary
in the end chiong to redo it in the last 15mins
theory lesson after that

nothing much ba
gonna start to use my time wisely
and prepare for o levels
no joke >.>
if i could do it for mid years
i'll definitely do better next time

apart from studies............
ITS 1 WEEK BEFORE IM GOING KL TO WATCH MANCHESTER UNITED!
lol
it'll be my 2nd time watching them alr
so excited sia!! hahahah
alright
off to relax awhile
before i study
cyaz

chinese o levels oral

2009-07-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

yo sup
today screwed up chinese o levels oral
>.>
conversation topic was killer
duno what cheng gong ren shi. -.-
but nvm, whats over is over
shouldnt think about it

anyway today after sch went to yohana's house
did math there lol
evan karen suan ching charis and yohana were playing cards-.-
see im so hardworking xD
had english tuition just now

haiz realised i got alot to do
in such little time
aaaaa
just now i felt kinda tired
then went into the room
just nice the study bible on the bed
so i just anyhow flipped
and guess what
i flipped to this:

He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will ruun and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.
Isaiah 40:29-31

God is good.
just a great time for such an encouragement
nowwww,
i shall continue to perservere to study for o levels and do my best for the glory of the Lord
^_^
cya arounddd

first looooooooong day at sch

2009-07-07T23:04:00.002+08:00

yo sup
at last my tiring day is about to end
lol
school was super long today sia
lessons from 8 to 5-.-
its like working hours alr man
its like never ending lesson after lesson
boring sia lol
after sch went home
awhile then go e.math tuition-.-
tmr got chinese o levels oral sia
lol hope i dont screw =/
still got lots of work to do
its like a never ending pile of homework

1 bad thing today
i think i injure my left foot?
the top of my foot suddenly pain during el lessons when i put force on it
until now still pain
haizzzz..
i think im like the only person who can get this kinda stuffs
i just sit down suddenly my leg/hand/any part of my body can feel pain-.-
like just walk also can injure
zzzzzzzz
this is getting bad :(

affffff
enough of this
time to go read His word.
a good way to calm down
cyaa

youth day '09 o_O

2009-07-06T17:34:00.002+08:00

yo sup
was supposed to go running at ecp with serene but the weather let us down D:
and forecast says that its gonna continue raining the whole week
lol, that sucks
today was a pretty wasted day
woke up quite late cuz ytd played cum studied till 3+.. -.-
did a bit of work only
then when my bro came back from my cousin's house then keep playing
he is a bad influence :(

ok from tmr onwards i shouldnt play anymore
lol, supposed to quit a few days ago but went back to playing
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
if keep continue like this....
im gonna flunk o levels man
maybe can't even make it to vjc-.-
made up my mind,
i should not reject my soccer dsa chance
since its my passion and dream
alright
now its back to study.......

AYG'09 semi-finals + finals

2009-07-04T22:26:00.005+08:00

sup
today was a long day
supposed to start it with a run at stadium but in the end didnt go zz
reached sch at 9 with evan
then after that went to watch ayg fiba semi-finals and finals in ish
the semi-finals quite nice
the guys semi-finals btwn philippines and china dam close
both sides quite aggressive
if only philippines won lol
the philippines players all quite short compared to the china players
but they all dam pro, jump dam high
coool sia. lol, but in the end lose.....
but they still showed strong fighting spirit ahhahha
respect ya. lol

then korea vs iran, both sides quite aggressive also
lol, but in the end iran win
hahahah, 1 guy in iran team dam pro sia lol
cool, hahaha

the girls finals was quite close
japan vs china
in the end japan won through a free throw hahaha
the guys final was dam close la
left 3 sec iran trailing by 3 points
then 1 guy pass to the other guy and he scored a 3pointerrrrr
but nt counted-.-
dam wasted siaaaaa
everyone was like cheering somemore
if counted then he become everyone's hero siaaa
lol

the loser match between thailand and korea girls okok ba
not bad, in the end korea win
loser match between philippines and korea guys was quite contested
almost fight somemore sia
lol, the guy who looked like some kiddo from korea wanted to go hit the philippines guy
lucky the teammate stopped him
in the end korea won

so guys 1st-china, 2nd-iran, 3rd-korea
girls 1st-japan, 2nd-china, 3rd-korea
wonder how the players feel
like a super cool opportunity to show their talents
and its so tensed and stuffs on the court
lol, its like all their concentration must be focused in the game
1 mistake and it might cost you everything
really need to be tough mentally
lol, hmmmmmm
lots of thoughts over the matches today

anyway after that went to music lesson
4-6, 2hours in the studio
quite accomplished ba
at least can play a song, w/o rhythm
can prac till w/ rhythm next week alr
quite nice song also.
after that went to search for a new printer
it broke down suddenly
i think cos of e-learning la
print so much stuffs-.-
till my printer died :(
in the end now got a new printer! hhahahah
had dinner at hans with my parents
then went to white sands with my mum cos we thought there got sony ericsson shop
needed to service my phone cos the # button not working
when i sms cannot press spacebar lol
but in the end go there realised dont have
so walk walk awhile then homed

ytd went downstairs to play soccer with my bro for awhile
then kinda injure my right ankle a little
now ice-ing it
lol, feels numb D:
everytime play injured
think something is srsly wrong
gotta change sth hahahha
okkkkkkk gtg alr
cya
tomorrow will be a better day

brothers

2009-07-03T14:49:00.003+08:00

sup
went out for lunch with my bro today
the last time we both went out to eat together was 912571947219 days ago zzz
waaaaaa, its impossible to get my bro understand/respond to anything that i say man
told him some stuffs
but he was like ignorant? maybe not
he just didnt care much
things like that might not make sense to him much
guess younger bros are just too inmature to understand such stuffs
not saying that im very mature la... but they are just thinking about playing most of the times
hope things will change as time goes by
well, it sure will
what differs is 'when'.

so, after lunch
my mind is still in the same 'state'
don't think it will change much anyway
no one seems to have the time for me.
well, i'll find someone.
and i know who will.

uncle passed practical!

2009-07-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

yo sup
my uncle passed his practical exam for driving today!
after like 3years + being banned now can finally drive legally
hahahah.
quite long sia actually
well at least now can go out more with my uncle
he already got a list of places to go after he got back his license, lol
can't wait for it xD
at least i can go out more
rather than rot at home

ok, no more sf from today onwards
i promise myself kkkkk
feel quite accomplished after finishing 1 e.math hw lol
even though got lots of blanks -.-
but stilll...... its a work done
and i got more
so i shall do tmr
my bed is calling me now
laterz

quality in life?

2009-07-02T13:14:00.004+08:00

'what matters is not the years in your life but life in your years'

i am bored
life is boring
i have no life zz, everyday at home slack play do hw
no quality in life
about time major changes take place

home based learning sucks zz

2009-07-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

sup
hbl sucks man
it keeps making me on my laptop
and then i'll get distracted and end up playing
just like what happened jus now -.-

my bro's probably in sch watching ayg now
and im rotting at home
apparently not doing my work >.>
i'd rather go sch to watch ayg man
at least thats something fun.

been thinking of lots of stuffs, these few days
and i came to realise more stuffs about myself
everytime i'm alone outside i'll start emo-ing, for no particular reason
then i'll think and think of lots of stuffs
zzzzz it's weird that i don't even understand myself sometimes
complicated huh, lol.

off to do some homework
can't keep slacking alr zz

maybe i did it for the wrong reasons
but what can i do?
somehow, i need something to fill up the space
but what will?